dragonflower

four days off housesitting for friends 20 minutes out of the city. big back yard, unobstructed view. just what the dr. ordered.

so, it looks like that connection was not as reliable as it seemed. so i need new equipment. hopefully i can afford that very soon. until then, there is work, friends, and piracy!!


job interview seems to have lead to no call-back for the second interview. first was with the assistant manager, and the second was to be with the GM. the am barely conducted...
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raining like liquid hell right now. all day, actually. the dog kept going in and out until i finally put on a slicker and wellies, grabbed an umbrella, and went out there with him. i don't know what it was all for, but he's stopped asking to go out. works for me. *i spoke too soon*

also: i have a job interview on thursday! hoorah...
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The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you; Dont go back to sleep. You must ask for what you really want; Dont go back to sleep. People are going back and forth across the doorsill where the two worlds touch. The door is round and open. Dont go back to sleep. -Rumi

wrote a nice little poem, myself, today. maybe i'll post it sometime....
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adderall should help with that, right?

temporary respite from 3-digit temperatures here today. i'm seeing a therapist now to help me talk out all my fears and anxieties. probably also going to start taking something for my ADD. trying to take my life into my hands again, and move it the way i want it to go. feelin' a bit like a slacker/failure/loser. i accomplished some pretty cool, pretty great things,...
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my baby smells like ice-cream.

oh man, can't wait for the weekend. specifically, Saturday after 5pm. One of my bestest friends turns 30 tomorrow, and we are having a blowout Sat. night. I have to work late Sun. morning, but i have mucho steam which must be blown off. i will drink lots of water, take b vitamins and ibuprofen, and party my tiny fucking ass off! it will be...
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fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. now the hell of unpacking and arranging furniture.

ugh. i'm moving again. i hate it, and i'm probably just going to move again in six months. and probably again six months after that.
the good news is that i'll have a reliable connection for a while. yay! there goes my free time. so much SG i've missed!

i'm back again, again! thanks, anonymous donor!

my friends Tim and Amie are getting married Saturday. i'm very excited for them!
we had the perfect bachelor party the other night, during which i received a wonderful table dance from a very enthusiastic stripper named cupcake. she had cartoon dinosaur tattoos. awesome.
there is going to be one crazy party after the wedding, too! i took several days off from work for recuperation....
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