Well I decided to change the pro pic for a while untill I get back home..I really dont feel like having my profile open and my mom walking by and seen that.. 
I really don't feel anybetter..I tried calling him last night..wanting to hear the sound of his voice..and deep down hopeing that this was all just some joke..it wasn't.
I know all of you say that I just need to get on with my life and forget about him..but you know its not that easy..I can't just go from loving someone and being loved and thinking that you finally found someone who was going to treat you the way you deserved...aparently not..and it is a huge shock to me. Ah well at least I have my two girlfriends BoyGeorgeisMyMomand TheDishwasher..i'm sure they will help me cope.
I really don't feel anybetter..I tried calling him last night..wanting to hear the sound of his voice..and deep down hopeing that this was all just some joke..it wasn't.
I know all of you say that I just need to get on with my life and forget about him..but you know its not that easy..I can't just go from loving someone and being loved and thinking that you finally found someone who was going to treat you the way you deserved...aparently not..and it is a huge shock to me. Ah well at least I have my two girlfriends BoyGeorgeisMyMomand TheDishwasher..i'm sure they will help me cope.
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or atleast not all the time....
I feel for you...I spent over 10 years building up my life only to have to start all over...it gets better once you stop thinking about it...