Well it was my birthday..whoptifuckendo..I honestly could I have felt better with out..cuz as I right this right now..im crying and I could really see myself taking a knife to my wrists and ending it all. really..im so sick of not having any friends..not being able to have anyone to go out with..We..being me, my brother, my 3 sisters, and my mom all went to someone eles party tonight..I had no idea who this guy was..he all had his friends there that were about 30 and up..so really no one I felt I could connect with..my bro, mom, and 2 younger sisters left at about 9 which left me, my older sister and her boyfriend..and that went from alright..to okay this really sucks in no time flat..I had to call my dad to come pick me up because I was so board of sitting there watching everyone else have a good time. I wanted to go out to a bar.. and you know have a good time! shit it was my birthday I think I deserve that much..but no all I get from my sis is that ..oh ill have to take you out another night..blah blah..So here I sit..a odd mixture of drunk,depressed,and horny..I really do not know what do to with myself.. 
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But, for what it's worth, you got folks here that love ya, and if the friend supply has dried up, you need to create situtions that'll introduce you to more people. Get into a class or two that involve your interests, or something like that. I have to believe that Fort Collins has those sort of opportunities.
And if you need to get some, get yourself to Frisco, CO on the 14th or 15th this month. If you can handle a guy in his 30s.