dragonchylde

Ok so I guess im feeling a bit better about the past week..I am still pretty confused about it all to be honest..some of you here know how good of friends I was with him..and then to just up and pull this..its like wtf..I dunno really what to say..

Some good news tho my mommy is comming to see me and stay the night today so im pretty happy about that..just spend the day cleaning house so it looks halfway decent for her so I dont get nagged at

I really hope that his guy that I was supposed to have a job interview calls me back this week..yea i was supposed to have a job interview on friday and I canceled because i was so depressed..and this was before I found out what really happend..I left two messages on his voice mail and i havent gotten a call back..so *crosses her fingers* lets hope he calls me on monday and says that he still wants to interview me..i need this job!! Oh its at a nursing home but still money is money and I really need it right now..or I would have to say bye bye to my internet and my FFXI and that CAN'T happen!! So please..everyone think good thoughts for me..I need it..wish me luck.