dragonchylde

Well I couldnt sleep so I though I would hop on here and put up another update..

Jared akaCryformeSky ..its been almost 2 years sence you first added me to your friends list on here and for a while well kinda off and on we were together..words alone cannot express how much I care and miss you. I lay awake at night and wonder how this could have happend..why you..why now..just why! I am so angry I could just put my fist though the wall but that wouldnt solve anything now would it? I also keep hoping that a new journal entry or a phone call or something to see that you are alright and it was just some kind of sick joke, but its not is it? You are really gone and I will never hear your voice again or text you or talk to you online. Just last week I bought a gold world pass on FFXI so you could come and play with me..but now I don't know what to do with it. All this as well has made me wonder about what happends when you die..where do you go? Are you safe? Are you alright? What..what happends in the end..are you in heaven or somewhere else..I would hope that you are in heaven and that you are look down at us all..I wish there was some way I could talk to you but i know that is not possible. I just wanted to make this entry just in case some how you can see it and I know that I have always cared and loved you and I will never stop loving you. Rest in Peace Jared and I hope to see you sometime soon