Fuck could this weekend get any worse? Comming back home from colorado I get pulled over for speeding..so there is 100 bucks down the hole..so then I get home late and my mom calls and bitches me out for being late..ya know I say im sorry but does that mean anything to her? Fuck no..im just her damn lacky thats supposed to be around to...
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evilwillow:
ugh. I'm so sorry. 
boxofficepoison:
Sucks, my weekend sort of blew, and this week isn't shaping up to be much better.
Well ill update my journal so you all know how I feel..my fucking life sucks..Everyday I feel pain..the constant pain of lonelyness, rejection, depression..you name it..its there..im really getting sick of feeling this pain everyday. My friends around here just don't give a shit about me..why do I call them friends then? Eather they are to busy to even talk to me..or they just don't...
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volkov:
*hugtackle*
being nice does lend itself to unfair treatment since not everyone is nice back. but I don't think you are nice to people because you expect them to be nice back. I think you are nice to people because you are a good person.
it sucks that other people take advantage of that.
we need to get you moved to Seattle. theres some good people out thattaway.
hope tomorrow is a better day.
*morehugs*
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being nice does lend itself to unfair treatment since not everyone is nice back. but I don't think you are nice to people because you expect them to be nice back. I think you are nice to people because you are a good person.
it sucks that other people take advantage of that.
we need to get you moved to Seattle. theres some good people out thattaway.
hope tomorrow is a better day.
*morehugs*
v
smf6009:
Calm my child, for everything shall come to pass and bring a new life. Patience is a virtue and with all death comes new life.
Well here I am again..out in my fathers barn..yes he has a computer out in the barn im allowed to use to chat with people..its kinda cold out here but I stole his jacket hehe. So at 11pm I plan on driving down to boulder to visit a buddy of mine. It sucks that he is sick, he sounds like a old man because his...
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gambitgirlie:
Fuck! I so understand that feeling of-----empty---------that comes at night to try and swallow you up....
gambitgirlie:
june, july, so close... damn
Well its saturday, I slept in as much as a could, I probably could have slept in longer but sence I have the house to myself it comes along with something extra..chores..blah. So last night I got some porn off of payperview..I think it was softcore because it didn't let me see that much Other then that I sat here and talked to people. I...
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abracapocus:
Brewfest for me today! Beautiful weather here in Seattle -sunny and like 60ish 
Hope you're having a great day!
Hope you're having a great day!
dragonchylde:
Damnit there goes my plans for getting some..my buddy got sick..so he says..
Yippie its friday! *does a happy dance* ugh just wish I didn't have to go to work..and yes of course I have a huge ass break in the middle of the day from 10:30 to 1:00, and of course I don't have any plans for this weekend..i'm going to have the house to myself..hmmm interesting..but still I may just go down to my dads house...
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need2xcap2:
drink my coffee w/ 2 packets of sweet'n'low and 1 creamer....makes it all sweet...can't drink the stuff when it's not sweet...but i'm a big fan of coffee...
evilwillow:
coffee....is lifeblood. I go with a specialty coffee from a local place called a 911. 6 shots of expresso, and irish cream. fucking ROCKS!!!
Thursday morning..yuck
Well my last journal sucked because I only had one person comment on it! btw love ya story! youre the only one that cares..*whimper,weap* haha well off to work with me..I only have 3 clients today soooo i'll be getting off early..oh yeah..short on hours suck, but next week I should be floated over to the hospital. woohoo..damn im feeling weird for 7am..ah...
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Well my last journal sucked because I only had one person comment on it! btw love ya story! youre the only one that cares..*whimper,weap* haha well off to work with me..I only have 3 clients today soooo i'll be getting off early..oh yeah..short on hours suck, but next week I should be floated over to the hospital. woohoo..damn im feeling weird for 7am..ah...
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tronvillain:
What, you want me to get naked right there in your testamonials? *chuckle*
Well happy st pattys day everyone and its hump day to boot! ah I had a pretty good day. Went to work for a couple hours..then had the afternoon off to go to the gym and swim and watch The cat in the hat. Funny ass movie. Then I went back to work for a hour and now im home. Also thanks again for the...
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dragonchylde:
Another thing I don't quite understand..you all eather wanted to be my friend..or you allowed me to be on your friends list..so then why do some of you not like it when I IM you? or you seem that you dont want to talk to me?
storey:
Right back atcha. Now kiss me cuz I AM irish (sort of)
You could IM me more and I can just pretend to be different people.
Right back atcha. Now kiss me cuz I AM irish (sort of)
You could IM me more and I can just pretend to be different people.
Woohoo I have the day off today. So plans for the day are..car shopping and working out..then being a lazy bum! Once again I put up some new pics..look at them only if you want a good scare haha. Damn I shouldn't be so hard on myself but sometimes I just can't help it! Everyone have a super-de-duper day.
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boxofficepoison:
Thank you for the birthday wishes. Days off rock, I took today and tomorrow off for my birthday, and am now setting off to make the best use of them possible.
genghiskhan:
ugh...car shopping. like throwing the wallet into a big bonfire...
Well I guess today I am feeling better..im still pretty worn out..I needed more rest and iron pills..I fucking hate being anemic..I love having energy and being able to do lots of stuff..sheesh I really tried today after my first client. Not cool at all. So for a couple of hours I went over to my brothers house and played yoshi island. Then he took...
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unknowntrigram:
Anything for a lady. 
Just kidding, but you are welcome. Least I could do.
Just kidding, but you are welcome. Least I could do.
dragonchylde:
Depression is fun! 
Today is another shitty day, still dizzy,still pounding headache...I rode my horse for a little bit and I swear my legs turned into jelly. Who knew riding would use up so much leg muscles..I should have probably taken a picture for you all to see but I didn't think of it. About the towel picture I know some of you want to see..don't get your...
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hedonistfreak:
Seems everyone is feeling shitty in the last few weeks. I sure hope you feel better. I got your name off Tronvillain journal, and thought I'd drop you a line about the scarification group now available on SG. If your really intrigued by scars and branding then you should check it out.
Sacrification
Sacrification
evilwillow:
how are you feeling today?
Tonight is such a bad night! First off I get woke up at 7:30 by pains..and then I get anemic as the day goes on, so at 4 I passed out on my bed and didnt wake up till 7pm for dinner, now I have a pounding headache...this sucks!
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tank_ex_mortis:
Color me ignorant, but what's anemic? 
abracapocus:
I hope you're doing better today.
I hope you're doing better today.Hey hey! Well today is a pretty lazy day, my sister and her boyfriend and my niece are over today for a visit. I love my niece she is just so cute! BUT! It doesn't make me want to have one of my own quite yet. I suppose If I found the right person that wanted to start a family I would do that for...
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tronvillain:
No, I only lie about inconsequential little things. *chuckle* You know, "white lies." Not about things that matter.
need2xcap2:
im not a liar...so i try not to lie about anything that people would eventually find out anyway...just makes sense to me to tell the truth from the start