Well, my knees are starting to hurt, and i really should think about doing something other than sitting here at the computer, like cleaning up the messes i made all week and never had time to clean. Also, it is goddamn cold down here, even with my nice warm cat on my lap. I feel so much better now, after being single, i almost forgot how to get into a good debate/argument, its good for the heart...Its been a while, better get more practice 
Tomorrow looks like it might actually be a decent day at work, drive a little bit, drop some shit off and go home. I should have time in the truck to do some reading, maybe brush up my Russian...lots of work to go there, and i have spent too much time away from it the way that it is.
Nick wants me to go see a hockey game with him. While i would like that, i dont much like going out on friday, i just want to veg out, besides, with care work costing about $330 after tax, i dont know that it would be a good time to drop 20 bucks on tickets. I would rather have a new bench gridner anyways. Maybe i will go anyways, cannot put a price on fun...besides, ive got some overtime in this week anyways, and i did need new tires to start out with, so im just out 120 (60 for rims and 60 for an alignment, which i also needed anyways).
Listening to the Misfits and hanging out on SG, sweet way to waste a day i guess, though i was going to go to Menards and check out some new bench grinders...was also going to call the local steel company and see if i could get some tool steel stock. I really want to get a working smithy underway at some point this year, working with one's hands is most satisfying, as is a good challenge. Might be the one form of art that i could be good at.
So i started this post over an hour ago and have not gotten very far, nor have i gotten my cleaning done. I really could use a massage, maybe when i go over to Val's and play DnD on Saturday i can convince her to give me one. Likely not though, but a guy can hope.
I find that over the course of the last few years, things that used to be important to me, just are not. Oh, i can get fired up for a little bit, but in the end, what does it really matter. In that context i am a bit of a nihilist, not in the moral sence, but in the sence that i really do not find there to be a whole lot of meaning in existence, at least most of the time. Well, im kind of wound up and i would like to get some good sleep tonight, so i think i am going to kick back a few more so i can stop thinking and just go to bed.
Tomorrow looks like it might actually be a decent day at work, drive a little bit, drop some shit off and go home. I should have time in the truck to do some reading, maybe brush up my Russian...lots of work to go there, and i have spent too much time away from it the way that it is.
Nick wants me to go see a hockey game with him. While i would like that, i dont much like going out on friday, i just want to veg out, besides, with care work costing about $330 after tax, i dont know that it would be a good time to drop 20 bucks on tickets. I would rather have a new bench gridner anyways. Maybe i will go anyways, cannot put a price on fun...besides, ive got some overtime in this week anyways, and i did need new tires to start out with, so im just out 120 (60 for rims and 60 for an alignment, which i also needed anyways).
Listening to the Misfits and hanging out on SG, sweet way to waste a day i guess, though i was going to go to Menards and check out some new bench grinders...was also going to call the local steel company and see if i could get some tool steel stock. I really want to get a working smithy underway at some point this year, working with one's hands is most satisfying, as is a good challenge. Might be the one form of art that i could be good at.
So i started this post over an hour ago and have not gotten very far, nor have i gotten my cleaning done. I really could use a massage, maybe when i go over to Val's and play DnD on Saturday i can convince her to give me one. Likely not though, but a guy can hope.
I find that over the course of the last few years, things that used to be important to me, just are not. Oh, i can get fired up for a little bit, but in the end, what does it really matter. In that context i am a bit of a nihilist, not in the moral sence, but in the sence that i really do not find there to be a whole lot of meaning in existence, at least most of the time. Well, im kind of wound up and i would like to get some good sleep tonight, so i think i am going to kick back a few more so i can stop thinking and just go to bed.