drago

The heaven and hell party that i went to last night ended up being really lame. my costume was sweet, but you can't count on college kids to do anything. The guy whose party it was dressed regularly and he had a mask that was a picture of his old roommate, who apparently was the "roommate from hell." So i left that party and came back to my place where my roommates were having a big party. I got retardedly drunk, and still am very drunk now as i write this. I passed out in my room by myself, and when i regain conciousness i was on the couch in my living room and when i went back to my room, some girl was passed out in my bed, so i got in my bed and fell asleep next to her. Then i got up this morning and she was gone, it was so weird. And in all this drunkness, i slept through two things i was supposed to do this morning, so i feel like an idiot.

Anyway, I'm starting to really miss my ex-girlfriend who moved away from me to go to grad school in tampa. We broke up because the distance was too much, and it still is, but i just really miss her. For some reason getting drunk and making out with drunk girls is not as fulfilling as being with someone who you love and have been with for almost two years, go figure . Also, one of my best friends moved away to new york this weekend, and I miss him a lot too. I have a lot of people leaving me lately and that sucks. I'm not trying to be too super emo, my life is going great in a lot of other ways, but its like the two most important people in my life for the last year and a half are gone now, and it's fucking weird.

Plus, I haven't had sex in like a month and a half and that always sucks.