dragginthru

I just watched Donnie Darko and my head is spinning with stuff about fate and choice.

I've had an amazing last 2 days... yesterday I met with a girl who I have been chatting to online... she's awesome, really enjoyed her company. we went out in london last night from 5.30 in the eve and was out almost all night. then we went to a hotel and stayed there as we had missed trains etc. Didnt *do it* coz she aint really like that and its a pretty refreshing change. Then I skived off work to hang with her in london today. Hopefully I'll see her again.

And Im definitely moving to Chesterfield. Im giving up everything I know on a whim and Im really fukin scared. I dont know whats gonna happen - Chris said this is either the best,or the stupidest, decision we've made.

I wont have a band in 6 weeks as we are moving and drummer leaves. Ill be in a new town not working and not know anyone. I dont know if anything good will happen with this girl.

Frankly the whole situation at the moment is scary, my heart is racing all the time and I dont know what to think and do!!!!!!!!!!

*woo that was a bit of a deep entry for me*