* WARNING* SERIOUS MOOD ALTERING RANT HERE*
Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Something has to give soon, real soon.
With all this bs in my life, one good thing has happened @ work; I no longer slave away in a hot, sweaty, dirty warehouse, ( sounds fun huh??), pulling orders....Now I'm kicking back in the ac doing computer and paper work.
I like it, but miss the order pulling!
I miss having fun while I work, annoying my co-workers, laughing @ stupid shit, doing stupid shit and getting yelled @ for it, dancing while pulling an order ( don't ask
), fucking off @ break w/my friends, being me...................................
I can kinda still be me, but now I have to be totally serious about everything. Like tonight, I was told that I was having too much fun and needed to focus on my training and learning everything I need to know. I understand that completely and I am very serious about my job, but what the fuck is so wrong with laughing, and trying to make your job just a little more fun and relaxing?!
I wanted the job and I got it. Gotta love the irony in it all!
Fuck! Live a little before you die!
I will be serious when need be, but I am not going to change who I am.
Maybe that's why my life is falling apart right before my eyes.
Damn! SOmuuuccchh shit going on in my life lately, I don't know what's up or down!
Why can't this be someone else's life??
Fuck it!
Fuck it all!
I think I'll throw on some twizted trance, close my eyes, lean back and let the rave carry me away!
That or get really wasted!??
But getting wasted wouldn't really help much would it??
Would feel really good for awhile, do some stupid druken shit, probally wake up with a hangover, and my friends would call and tell me all about all the shit I did, whose ass I grabbed, who I kissed, why I cried, who I made cry and then be fucking humble come all weekend long! Nah...sounds like fun, but not today.
Being like this could be the very reason for why everything in my life is falling so wonderfully apart.
Where's my fucking ever after? Oh yeah, some other bitch is trying to take it from me! Guess this never happened to all those nasty fairy tale bitches!!!
Oh well, that's life right??
Until then..................................................
Dracos
Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Something has to give soon, real soon.
With all this bs in my life, one good thing has happened @ work; I no longer slave away in a hot, sweaty, dirty warehouse, ( sounds fun huh??), pulling orders....Now I'm kicking back in the ac doing computer and paper work.
I like it, but miss the order pulling!
I miss having fun while I work, annoying my co-workers, laughing @ stupid shit, doing stupid shit and getting yelled @ for it, dancing while pulling an order ( don't ask
), fucking off @ break w/my friends, being me...................................
I can kinda still be me, but now I have to be totally serious about everything. Like tonight, I was told that I was having too much fun and needed to focus on my training and learning everything I need to know. I understand that completely and I am very serious about my job, but what the fuck is so wrong with laughing, and trying to make your job just a little more fun and relaxing?!
I wanted the job and I got it. Gotta love the irony in it all!
Fuck! Live a little before you die!
I will be serious when need be, but I am not going to change who I am.
Maybe that's why my life is falling apart right before my eyes.
Damn! SOmuuuccchh shit going on in my life lately, I don't know what's up or down!
Why can't this be someone else's life??
Fuck it!
Fuck it all!
I think I'll throw on some twizted trance, close my eyes, lean back and let the rave carry me away!
That or get really wasted!??
But getting wasted wouldn't really help much would it??
Would feel really good for awhile, do some stupid druken shit, probally wake up with a hangover, and my friends would call and tell me all about all the shit I did, whose ass I grabbed, who I kissed, why I cried, who I made cry and then be fucking humble come all weekend long! Nah...sounds like fun, but not today.
Being like this could be the very reason for why everything in my life is falling so wonderfully apart.
Where's my fucking ever after? Oh yeah, some other bitch is trying to take it from me! Guess this never happened to all those nasty fairy tale bitches!!!
Oh well, that's life right??
Until then..................................................
Dracos