Change of plans,
i will NOT be attending the St.Patties day party in Ohio.
It seems after further discussing it with my fiance,it's not a good "economical" decision right now...However,apparently purchasing very pricey season tickets for the Gators IS.
Is this blog about to get whiney and complainy? YES.IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT THAT,TUNE OUT NOW.
Are season tickets for the Gators more so for him and his friends? YES.Will i go to some games? prolly so.Am i as big of a fan as him? NO.Does that matter? NO.Too many questions? YES.Is it fair "WE" spend "OUR" money on things that only interest him? NO. Is this part of being engaged? I have no idea..I really feel lately that i no longer have my very own life,that i'm merely sharing someone elses.Like i'm tagging along.Yes, i have discussed this with him,his response,"you'll make a new life,you'll make new friends"..Hmm i dunno about that.Is this my very own pity party? YOU BET YOUR ASS IT IS.Reasons to "work" through this bs: i love my fiance,i love my house,i love everything else about my life.(And repeat to self 20 times a day.)
Sooo,,hopefully i'll make it to an SG party one day,until then,imma try to have a handful of people,mostly likely all his friends,over for St.Patties day and salvage the holiday.Well, i leave you with this my friends,
And good day!!
i will NOT be attending the St.Patties day party in Ohio.
It seems after further discussing it with my fiance,it's not a good "economical" decision right now...However,apparently purchasing very pricey season tickets for the Gators IS.
Is this blog about to get whiney and complainy? YES.IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT THAT,TUNE OUT NOW.
Are season tickets for the Gators more so for him and his friends? YES.Will i go to some games? prolly so.Am i as big of a fan as him? NO.Does that matter? NO.Too many questions? YES.Is it fair "WE" spend "OUR" money on things that only interest him? NO. Is this part of being engaged? I have no idea..I really feel lately that i no longer have my very own life,that i'm merely sharing someone elses.Like i'm tagging along.Yes, i have discussed this with him,his response,"you'll make a new life,you'll make new friends"..Hmm i dunno about that.Is this my very own pity party? YOU BET YOUR ASS IT IS.Reasons to "work" through this bs: i love my fiance,i love my house,i love everything else about my life.(And repeat to self 20 times a day.)
Sooo,,hopefully i'll make it to an SG party one day,until then,imma try to have a handful of people,mostly likely all his friends,over for St.Patties day and salvage the holiday.Well, i leave you with this my friends,
And good day!!VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
Well it took a lot more than just that to get to where I am today but thanks for the concern.
How're you doin' these days?