I saw part of when Harry met Sally the other day and realize that like Billy Crystals character, I want to fuck my female best friend.
I always have and I probably always will.
Its not so much out of lust (though don't quote me on that) than more out of curiosity. What if it turns out that the reason we cant find lasting relationships is because our ideal match is right there next to us watching Desperate House Wives? For a long time I tried to deny my desire to do the horizontal mambo with her and actually used to channel that sexual desire into a series of nudes she posed for. I probably could have and would have continued this type of relationship had she not grown tired of posing, even though many of the photos were some of the best that Ive ever taken and she looked beautiful in them.
We entered the friend zone a long time ago and she wouldnt dare break through that because she knows that it would completely ruin the friendship and wed probably stop speaking. She grows tired of her boyfriends within weeks so the relationship would be doomed. Theres another extremely good reason for us not to upgrade our benefit package but I cant go into it.
The problem is I sometimes still want her badly. She wants to become roommates but Im hesitant, since:
1. Nothing ruins friendships like living together.
2. Neither of us have a good history with staying employed.
3. I would probably burst from blue balls if we were under the same roof.
4. I believe Id rather live alone.
I will probably still move in with her since Im hopefully getting a new job that will more than cover the rent and let me live in a fashion Im comfortable with. If it doesnt work out and she moves out then I can use the room as either a home office or studio. Besides, I think my hesitation has more to do with not wanting to grow up and be responsible than anything else.
I always have and I probably always will.
Its not so much out of lust (though don't quote me on that) than more out of curiosity. What if it turns out that the reason we cant find lasting relationships is because our ideal match is right there next to us watching Desperate House Wives? For a long time I tried to deny my desire to do the horizontal mambo with her and actually used to channel that sexual desire into a series of nudes she posed for. I probably could have and would have continued this type of relationship had she not grown tired of posing, even though many of the photos were some of the best that Ive ever taken and she looked beautiful in them.
We entered the friend zone a long time ago and she wouldnt dare break through that because she knows that it would completely ruin the friendship and wed probably stop speaking. She grows tired of her boyfriends within weeks so the relationship would be doomed. Theres another extremely good reason for us not to upgrade our benefit package but I cant go into it.
The problem is I sometimes still want her badly. She wants to become roommates but Im hesitant, since:
1. Nothing ruins friendships like living together.
2. Neither of us have a good history with staying employed.
3. I would probably burst from blue balls if we were under the same roof.
4. I believe Id rather live alone.
I will probably still move in with her since Im hopefully getting a new job that will more than cover the rent and let me live in a fashion Im comfortable with. If it doesnt work out and she moves out then I can use the room as either a home office or studio. Besides, I think my hesitation has more to do with not wanting to grow up and be responsible than anything else.
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there are 2 things in this picture....
1:i can down that irish car bomb faster then majority of my friends, some of which couldnt even do it.
2:this picture also shows my elbow which didnt form right when i was in my mom's tummy. so it sticks out funny, and i can't straighten my arm all the way.
and thats about all i have thats gross or interesting.
thats pretty gross