dr_pwnage

you.
call me. (if you could. and when you get a chance... good for you for taking time off)

got your message, I haven't called back because I'm being antisocial and also there's nothing good to report.
I've finished what I came here to do and now I have to find something to do otherwize or move.

this girl has you at her disposal stick to your guns! take a breather. She'll never grow up if you are always there to pick up the pieces.

let me know next time u hit up all stars, my roommate is always trying to get me to go....

ttyl

I know how that feels. I told my friend 2 months ago that I couldn't talk to him anymore. I broke down and called him monday night. so wish I didn't.

We use to harass eachother like crazy. He also liked me too. so that also cause a problem. I always had to be very blunt with him. He is a little immature for his age. god I am agreeing with his mom and dad. but one day I was in this long trial after a certain incident. Then he started telling me it was my fault and that I was a liar. That was the last straw at that point. not the telling me that it is my fault. That is his opinion. It was the repeat of calling me a liar. I pride myself that I don't like lies. I am blunt for that reason. to blunt at times. but oh well. Well monday I just missed old times and called him up. and apologized for a thing or two which was mostly my reaction. I did try to walk home (like 30 to 45 min drive) but he kept following me in his car. I caved when it started raining. though I did throw the stuff that he left in my apartment out the door than locked it without saying anything else to him after he dropped me off. well I apologized. and we had a long conversation. not once was their an apology or any remorse. Now I am just pissed that I called. cause I felt bad when I shouldn't have. I just stop taking some shit that has been coming repeatedly to me over time.

Lesson. don't go back because you will be dissappointed. Wait for them to grow up and come back to you.

you didn't abandon her, if you are there to pick up her mess... mess after mess and it gets her nowhere. she can't grow. so think of it as you doing her a favor so that she can grow.

how did you hold up during the hurricane?

hahahaha

you're awesome.

there won't be a revolution or an upheavel until gas is at $4 a gallon and we literally can't go anywhere...
the stircraze will hit everyone and we'll start a riot with no specific point or purpose, it will just be an ot burst of that pandamonium and angst we hold inside.
the riot poliece will contain us. they will fire rubber bullets and aim fire hoses into our midst. then like giving candy to screaming children, they will appease us with lower gas prices for a short period of time until maybe three or four days later we're are calme and have forgotten why we were upset in the first place.

There will be no change. the machine has implemented safeguards to keep the masses calm, cool and cattle like. The tv's will remain on, the news reels will still show, those watching will look at us rioting and say "well how on earth can they smash everything and destroy it! look! they're looting!" and they will laugh at our antics to draw attention to that which matters. the talking heads will talk about it and the sociologists will write it down for their books.

There will be no revolution.
We don't care enough.

[Edited on Oct 01, 2005 5:20AM]

I know, right?

(thanks, btw)

hahaha "i am so gay sometimes"

i am too. but 99.99999999%
of the time, people like it.

ewww. wool socks.
~.^
I"m back in ftLaud. next week.