OK, I don't know what the fuck; where did everybody's journals go? I used to read them all the time and I don't see how to get to them any more. Maybe I am to old for the internets and I am being denied for being too geezerly.
I got troubles, lately. Not REAL troubles; these are all FAKE troubles. For instance: I keep thinking...
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I got troubles, lately. Not REAL troubles; these are all FAKE troubles. For instance: I keep thinking...
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Hello suicide girls. Nice to see you, again. Still beautiful, I see.
I love your hair, black, blue, pink, magenta, auburn, white candyraver goth emo.
I love your piercings and tattoos.
I love your red and/or black lipstick.
I love your corsets, boots, lace, and satin.
I love you straights, lesbians, bisexuals and trys.
I love you drinkers, druggers, and closet prudes.
I love you...
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I love your hair, black, blue, pink, magenta, auburn, white candyraver goth emo.
I love your piercings and tattoos.
I love your red and/or black lipstick.
I love your corsets, boots, lace, and satin.
I love you straights, lesbians, bisexuals and trys.
I love you drinkers, druggers, and closet prudes.
I love you...
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figmentation:
umm... update???
bloodbunny:
I do love it...I'm very sore though!!!
How are things going with you???
How are things going with you???
It's my birthday!!! 
jadednerdgirl:
happy birthday babe 
Holy shit I had sex
What the fuck out of nowhere
What the fuck out of nowhere
figmentation:
YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY! ( you so needed that) 
There is so much shit going on in the world right now I don't even know where to start...I hope you guys can all keep your sanity over the next year or so.
I live right smack dab in Cuban Central here in Coral Gables. Everybody is going batshit about Castro. I pray for these people that their celebration right now doesn't turn bitter when...
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I live right smack dab in Cuban Central here in Coral Gables. Everybody is going batshit about Castro. I pray for these people that their celebration right now doesn't turn bitter when...
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My bank replaced my credit card with one that has a different credit card number. In addition, ALL of my porn subscriptions ran out on the SAME DAY! I just can't be bothered to sign up everywhere all over again...christ...I'd have carpal tunnel before an hour is out. Maybe I will practice internet celibacy for a while.
I a lonely boy now.
What makes it...
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I a lonely boy now.
What makes it...
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i_zombie:
porn can never be replaced.
lillithvain:
Psssttt... Haven't sent the painting yet. Having problems finding a box the right size again. I may have to order a box to put it in, or I can take the paiting off the frame and send you just the paiting but you would have to have it framed. Let me know.
xoxox
xoxox
I got chased by a guy with a baseball bat on Saturday.
I'll start out the entry with that, becuse it is by far the most interesting thing that has happened.
OK, down to business: it was an eventful weekend. I'll get to the baseball bat part in a little bit.
Thursday, I made dinner for a few of my friends. Yes, I can cook...
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I'll start out the entry with that, becuse it is by far the most interesting thing that has happened.
OK, down to business: it was an eventful weekend. I'll get to the baseball bat part in a little bit.
Thursday, I made dinner for a few of my friends. Yes, I can cook...
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jadednerdgirl:
oh. I want you to cook for me!
Though I am making a little dinner tonight.
salmon, rice, asparagus and portebella in a butter garlic type sauce.
Though yours sounds better
I wish I had a grill or not an 8th floor of a downtown apartment where I could have a grill.
Though I am making a little dinner tonight.
salmon, rice, asparagus and portebella in a butter garlic type sauce.
Though yours sounds better
I wish I had a grill or not an 8th floor of a downtown apartment where I could have a grill.
Oh, so this is a BLOG now, not a JOURNAL.
ahahahahaha...I love it.
I joined a singles activity group where you get to take helicopter flying lessons, ride airboats in the Everglades, do rock climbing, take cooking classes, and all sorts of other fun stuff. Looking forward to it. I don't necessarily want to meet a girl there...hell no. I think there will be all...
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ahahahahaha...I love it.
I joined a singles activity group where you get to take helicopter flying lessons, ride airboats in the Everglades, do rock climbing, take cooking classes, and all sorts of other fun stuff. Looking forward to it. I don't necessarily want to meet a girl there...hell no. I think there will be all...
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Cripes this site takes a long time to load now, plus it makes it look like a Tijuana whorehouse in here.
petiteparadox:
Geez, you say Tijuana whorehouse like it's a bad thing.
figmentation:
but you gotta laugh at the thought of those really rough guys searching through a site that looks like it got thrown up on by the pink marshmellow fairy looking for naked chicks.
lol I am so retarded
petiteparadox:
And yet, to date, you have somehow escaped the winnowing process of Darwinian evolution. Give yourself some credit. We all have our blonde moments.
To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.
Just because a person has everything that they want doesn't mean they are happy. I used to have everything I ever wanted and I hated it. I think I am happier being mostly poor but doing something that I love to do. I make time for my art and my music and my writing weather or not I should. Sometimes you just have to not do the things that you should. And every once in a while when I get all ansy and I start thinking things like you are I go someplace I've never been before. I go just to be going. I once drove to Canada by myself and just spent a week roaming around the streets seeing things and sleeping in my car. I didn't have any money. I just needed to get away.
Also, taking x creates an increase of seritonin in your brain which makes you fake happy. After it wears off, you become depressed becasue the levels are lower than they were before you took it. It's not a good thing. I'm sure that I don't have to tell you that, I'm sure that you are aware of that, but really THAT KIND of drug just makes things worse. Anything that gives you a FALSE sense of happy is bad. Your either going to be happy or your not. And, just because your not isn't necessarily bad. Sometimes we need to not be happy in order to learn things. Perhaps that is some lesson you are going to learn soon. Pain is knowledge, and it lets you know that your still alive.
Maybe you just need some stimulation in your life, excitement. Try bungee jumping, or rollercoasters.... do something that frightens you.
And, if you want to chat just let me know. I'll be here.
Take Care.
My phone is on the fritz.
what's your number?