Aaah back to the crazy. Things were a little too normal for a while.

Psycho girl had a threesome last night, with this girl she works with and that girl's fiancee. I got to meet them at this party last night, then I left her there so she could get it on with these two.

Strange thaI am ok with it? Not really...a girl like this, you have to know and understand this stuff up front. I am a friend and a partner, not a keeper. It's her thing; she likes girls. That's fine with me, I don't need it. I am a one-girl guy. She does turn me on like mad, I think I love the craziness she gets into. Pretty soon she is going to jump the fence and be 100% lez, but that will be a realization she comes to on her own. It's not me that is driving her there. Hell, I encourage it, if that's what makes her happy.

Do I trust her...? No. Well, yes and no. She doesn't have the hooks in me. I won't let her treat me bad, anymore. Really not afraid to tell her what I am thinking because I just don't think she will go as psycho as she did before, or at all. She grew up quite a bit, and I did too. Everybody is completely different, every relationship is different, every DAY is different. I do not count on her at all.

Last night she says "you and me are going to be the kind of people that end up hooking up and staying together forever."

A year ago she was telling me "I don't want to be in a 'relationship' with you because those always turn out bad and in 10 years I still want you to be my best friend."

After all the bullshit over the last year, it's funny how those two things sound so different.

But, this I know...I WILL be getting some hot threesomes out of this.

Oh, yes...I will. And she has good taste in women.