welp
single again. That was quick.
single again. That was quick.
Well here we are in April, and I have already trashed two ofmy three resolutions (see last post), and to give you a clue, I still haven't cut my hair.
One more thing...
I have taken on a lover, ladies
yes, a lover
hahahahaha
One more thing...
I have taken on a lover, ladies
yes, a lover
hahahahaha
figmentation:
that's freaking amazing.
congrats.
I spun fire poi for the first time last night.
That is also amazing.
_AND_
it snowed last night...
it's still snowing.
congrats.
I spun fire poi for the first time last night.
That is also amazing.
_AND_
it snowed last night...
it's still snowing.
user8935778:
i need to take a lover. because i feel like i got cobwebs growing down below.
So, it's starting to spread around to my friends now. Partly by my design, but, whatever; the word is getting out. The new year's resolutions are proceeding with all expectations of success!
1). 2+ months free of tobacco. Cold turkey. If I start again, it WILL NOT BE in 2007.
2). I am not getting a haircut in 2007. It has been almost 4 months...
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1). 2+ months free of tobacco. Cold turkey. If I start again, it WILL NOT BE in 2007.
2). I am not getting a haircut in 2007. It has been almost 4 months...
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bastardo:
Your sensei is steering you wrong man. Not my place, I'm just saying.
dr_pwnage:
lol
what the fuck are you guys talking about
HAHA HOLY SHIT I JUST GOT IT
hahahaha
what the fuck are you guys talking about
HAHA HOLY SHIT I JUST GOT IT
hahahaha
http://whyquit.com/
Today is the 6th of January. I had my last cigarette during the night of Dec. 31/Jan. 1. I was a smoker for almost 16 years.
I quit once before, for a year and a half, when I was 26. I quit by chewing tobacco. It wasn't hard to quit then, but, as you can guess, the chewing tobacco merely replaced the cigarettes. I...
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Today is the 6th of January. I had my last cigarette during the night of Dec. 31/Jan. 1. I was a smoker for almost 16 years.
I quit once before, for a year and a half, when I was 26. I quit by chewing tobacco. It wasn't hard to quit then, but, as you can guess, the chewing tobacco merely replaced the cigarettes. I...
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bloodbunny:
I just now read this...I haven't logged on since before Xmas. I hope that everything is still going well.
I have never been a smoker, but my husband was. He tried to quit several times like yourself, and he always went back. He tried just going cold turkey, smoking himself sick, and hypnotiism, but nothing stuck. Then....finally one time he decided to quit and it was different that time. He was totally quitting because he wanted to for himself - not for anyone else. He quit, took well-butrin for a while, and has never gone back. It has been 5 1/2 years now and he doesn't even think about it anymore. You certainly sound like you are in a good place and you definitely aren't doing it for anyone else, so I know you can do it!!!!
That's great you lost all that weight too...did you change your diet, or just start exercising? Be careful with your diet since you are quitting smoking - that is an unfortunate side effect! My husband also became more focused on healthy eating and exercise when he finally quit and that really helped him a lot because he could feel the effects of smoking so much when he was exercising.
Good Luck!!!
I have never been a smoker, but my husband was. He tried to quit several times like yourself, and he always went back. He tried just going cold turkey, smoking himself sick, and hypnotiism, but nothing stuck. Then....finally one time he decided to quit and it was different that time. He was totally quitting because he wanted to for himself - not for anyone else. He quit, took well-butrin for a while, and has never gone back. It has been 5 1/2 years now and he doesn't even think about it anymore. You certainly sound like you are in a good place and you definitely aren't doing it for anyone else, so I know you can do it!!!!
That's great you lost all that weight too...did you change your diet, or just start exercising? Be careful with your diet since you are quitting smoking - that is an unfortunate side effect! My husband also became more focused on healthy eating and exercise when he finally quit and that really helped him a lot because he could feel the effects of smoking so much when he was exercising.
Good Luck!!!
Hey everybody; it's time for the Christmas/New Year's picture update. First, here is me being retarded WITH A GIRL. This is Adriana; she is a very good friend. Also, very beautiful and a great all-around person. We may be seeing more of her, who knows, but the fact of the matter is that she is all right in my book, and that's saying something. I'm...
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figmentation:
Dude.
You're fucking hot.
yea.
I said it.
You're fucking hot.
yea.
I said it.
dr_pwnage:
christmas 06
OK, I don't know what the fuck; where did everybody's journals go? I used to read them all the time and I don't see how to get to them any more. Maybe I am to old for the internets and I am being denied for being too geezerly.
I got troubles, lately. Not REAL troubles; these are all FAKE troubles. For instance: I keep thinking...
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I got troubles, lately. Not REAL troubles; these are all FAKE troubles. For instance: I keep thinking...
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lillithvain:
Well, I don't really think your crazy, but I think that you have WAY too much stress in your life.
To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.
Just because a person has everything that they want doesn't mean they are happy. I used to have everything I ever wanted and I hated it. I think I am happier being mostly poor but doing something that I love to do. I make time for my art and my music and my writing weather or not I should. Sometimes you just have to not do the things that you should. And every once in a while when I get all ansy and I start thinking things like you are I go someplace I've never been before. I go just to be going. I once drove to Canada by myself and just spent a week roaming around the streets seeing things and sleeping in my car. I didn't have any money. I just needed to get away.
Also, taking x creates an increase of seritonin in your brain which makes you fake happy. After it wears off, you become depressed becasue the levels are lower than they were before you took it. It's not a good thing. I'm sure that I don't have to tell you that, I'm sure that you are aware of that, but really THAT KIND of drug just makes things worse. Anything that gives you a FALSE sense of happy is bad. Your either going to be happy or your not. And, just because your not isn't necessarily bad. Sometimes we need to not be happy in order to learn things. Perhaps that is some lesson you are going to learn soon. Pain is knowledge, and it lets you know that your still alive.
Maybe you just need some stimulation in your life, excitement. Try bungee jumping, or rollercoasters.... do something that frightens you.
And, if you want to chat just let me know. I'll be here.
Take Care.
To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.
Just because a person has everything that they want doesn't mean they are happy. I used to have everything I ever wanted and I hated it. I think I am happier being mostly poor but doing something that I love to do. I make time for my art and my music and my writing weather or not I should. Sometimes you just have to not do the things that you should. And every once in a while when I get all ansy and I start thinking things like you are I go someplace I've never been before. I go just to be going. I once drove to Canada by myself and just spent a week roaming around the streets seeing things and sleeping in my car. I didn't have any money. I just needed to get away.
Also, taking x creates an increase of seritonin in your brain which makes you fake happy. After it wears off, you become depressed becasue the levels are lower than they were before you took it. It's not a good thing. I'm sure that I don't have to tell you that, I'm sure that you are aware of that, but really THAT KIND of drug just makes things worse. Anything that gives you a FALSE sense of happy is bad. Your either going to be happy or your not. And, just because your not isn't necessarily bad. Sometimes we need to not be happy in order to learn things. Perhaps that is some lesson you are going to learn soon. Pain is knowledge, and it lets you know that your still alive.
Maybe you just need some stimulation in your life, excitement. Try bungee jumping, or rollercoasters.... do something that frightens you.
And, if you want to chat just let me know. I'll be here.
Take Care.
figmentation:
My phone is on the fritz.
what's your number?
My phone is on the fritz.
what's your number?
Hello suicide girls. Nice to see you, again. Still beautiful, I see.
I love your hair, black, blue, pink, magenta, auburn, white candyraver goth emo.
I love your piercings and tattoos.
I love your red and/or black lipstick.
I love your corsets, boots, lace, and satin.
I love you straights, lesbians, bisexuals and trys.
I love you drinkers, druggers, and closet prudes.
I love you...
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I love your hair, black, blue, pink, magenta, auburn, white candyraver goth emo.
I love your piercings and tattoos.
I love your red and/or black lipstick.
I love your corsets, boots, lace, and satin.
I love you straights, lesbians, bisexuals and trys.
I love you drinkers, druggers, and closet prudes.
I love you...
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figmentation:
umm... update???
bloodbunny:
I do love it...I'm very sore though!!!
How are things going with you???
How are things going with you???
It's my birthday!!! 
jadednerdgirl:
happy birthday babe 
Holy shit I had sex
What the fuck out of nowhere
What the fuck out of nowhere
figmentation:
YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY! ( you so needed that) 