Not doing too much this week, have my bags packed, ready to hit the road, just waiting for the phone call; making a few as well.
Been rereading a book on zen by Dainin Katagiri. At the end of one chapter he points out that you can develop yourself as an artist so as to support your ego, or you can forget yourself and give...
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Been rereading a book on zen by Dainin Katagiri. At the end of one chapter he points out that you can develop yourself as an artist so as to support your ego, or you can forget yourself and give...
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thora:
Did i miss that? I swear I'm coming down now. I hope I'm not getting depressed.
lyris:
A lot of people DO suck. And sexuality should be fun. I don't think stripping would be fun. But I totally understand the draw to do it, just for kicks. I had a friend shoot a set of me, SG style. I am pretty sure I'll never send it in (did I mention the paranoia?), but I like it. And it was really quite fun. Empowering even.
Well, I'm back.
Heading out to Syracuse, I was as nervous as I have ever been. Before I headed out there and while I was there for the first day or so I felt like I was getting the flu. I'm still not entirely relaxed, but I'm only a small percentage as tense as I was tuesday and wednesday. I probably wouldn't be tense at...
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Heading out to Syracuse, I was as nervous as I have ever been. Before I headed out there and while I was there for the first day or so I felt like I was getting the flu. I'm still not entirely relaxed, but I'm only a small percentage as tense as I was tuesday and wednesday. I probably wouldn't be tense at...
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lizzi:
How did the "me" shopping go?
lizzi:
Wireless is one of the greatest inventions of ALL TIME! I highly recommend! 
I think that the secret that people who aren't neurotic have is that they are not neurotic.
There was a guy on the site, Kalischild, who posed the question "why do people have fear instead of blood in their veins?"
I think that generally it has to do with fear of losing your good standing at your job or other social position you have. A...
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There was a guy on the site, Kalischild, who posed the question "why do people have fear instead of blood in their veins?"
I think that generally it has to do with fear of losing your good standing at your job or other social position you have. A...
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jormagund:
Hey brother, good luck on the new endeavor. I think you've got 2 or 3 really boring days of "administration" ahead of you... but despite that I'm sure it's exciting at least in that it begins a whole new chapter of life. I do hope you enjoy it... despite the numerous difficulties the job has.
Myself, I love it just enough more than I hate it.
Myself, I love it just enough more than I hate it.
temper:
Androgyny comes very natural to me. Or maybe an omni-gender-thing, which, paradoxically, in the end means the same. 
This set and it's sentiments, although not original, was still very important to me.
Thank you for the comment.
This set and it's sentiments, although not original, was still very important to me.
Thank you for the comment.
Well, as of about 4:05 pm this afternoon my association with Yankee candle and Aerotek which supplies headcount to YC is concluded. I was gracious enough to hand off my ID badges to my supervisor rather than just dropping them off somewhere and disappearing. People wished me well in my next job.
We went home early, since everything was squared away for inventory and there...
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We went home early, since everything was squared away for inventory and there...
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salome:
Wow, I've never even thought about cooking with tea lights! That looks fabulous!
Nobody seems to have liked my last post. I thought it would be nice to get away from writing about the Neurotic me with no life and write about something funny. hm. I guess it wasn't all that hot a piece of writing.
It vexes me to come across people who are highly intelligent and have a sharp, focused writing style. I have a high...
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It vexes me to come across people who are highly intelligent and have a sharp, focused writing style. I have a high...
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salome:
It strikes me that you are in the habit of posing questions that inspire lengthy answers.
Well, like you said, this ain't Playboy, whatcha gonna do.
Thank you for your kind words though. It's always interesting to me to read people's thoughts.
salome:
Oh, and thank you for the compliment. I wasn't fishing for it, though. Before I die I want to do something that I will be remembered for, something many people will consider not only "remarkable" but also remarkable in the long run. Perhaps that's egotistical of me -- no, i KNOW it's egotistical. But I still hope it's something I can manage.
Hey Assholes!
Work was uneventful tonight. I halfheartedly attempted to find work in the dept I was assigned to but then went up to packing to mindlessly stuff air pillows into boxes, let my let my thoughts wander, and physically manifest my deep not giving a fuck-ness about goings-on in my workplace.
An interesting place that my thoughts did wander to, however, was to the...
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Work was uneventful tonight. I halfheartedly attempted to find work in the dept I was assigned to but then went up to packing to mindlessly stuff air pillows into boxes, let my let my thoughts wander, and physically manifest my deep not giving a fuck-ness about goings-on in my workplace.
An interesting place that my thoughts did wander to, however, was to the...
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mercedes:
mehehehehehehe
fuck you too fucking fuck face
xxxxx
fuck you too fucking fuck face
xxxxx
namaste:
YEa! Make that pussy fart!!
The secret to having a heart as light as a feather is to have a heart as light as a feather.
January third I'm off to my orientation at Swift trucking out in Syracuse NY. Clear the roads, Lizardo's comin'.
January third I'm off to my orientation at Swift trucking out in Syracuse NY. Clear the roads, Lizardo's comin'.
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mayhem:
Ride it dirty!!!! Thanks for you sweet comments! 
lizzi:
^what she said! Have a wonderful Holiday! xoxo
Guess who's like, a total truck driver now?
My road test was basically like I was told it would be, an $95 drive around the block. I guess there was a good representation of road hazards. I started across an intersection and a mom in her subaru...
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mratomic:
Thanks for your comment, ironically it IS my interesting life that prevents me from writing it up very often.
I keep jet setting around the world, getting totally wasted and then having to work double -time when I get home to catch up.
Oh yeah and my SG membership expired the same day they cancelled the Manko radio segments so I was off the site for a wek or so too.
anyway, good luck with the driving. Those machines freak me out almost as much as the psychos that drive 'em, but I appreciate they can be a neccesary evil.
I keep jet setting around the world, getting totally wasted and then having to work double -time when I get home to catch up.
Oh yeah and my SG membership expired the same day they cancelled the Manko radio segments so I was off the site for a wek or so too.
anyway, good luck with the driving. Those machines freak me out almost as much as the psychos that drive 'em, but I appreciate they can be a neccesary evil.
jormagund:
Sounds great. That Syracuse facility is actually pretty nice, as they go.
I don't think I like this new format so far. How can you get all ten of your favorite films into 125 characters?
Right now I'm dealing with some really stupid stuipd shit that is mostly my fault for being hopelessly and totally incompetent in managing my personal affairs. But others have contributed an element of sheer imbecility to my vexations as well.
Isn't it...
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Right now I'm dealing with some really stupid stuipd shit that is mostly my fault for being hopelessly and totally incompetent in managing my personal affairs. But others have contributed an element of sheer imbecility to my vexations as well.
Isn't it...
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abbie:
Thank you. I am eating shoes.
And yes...right you are.
And yes...right you are.
lyris:
When I burried my grandmother a couple months ago, I saw one of those picture grave stones and didn't know what it was. I was a bit creaped out by it, not because it's a picture of a dead person, or anything, just because it seems so gaudy. I'm jewish, ish, and I like memories, and I do think that, when possible, a person should be remembered, but what does this woman's face have to do with who she is? I don't understand the purpose of graves, period, though. Plus, something about the fact that people are wearing shoes really really freaks me out. I can't explain it, but it's scary.
When my time comes, toss me naked into a pit. Me. Dirt. Worms. Dirt. Worms. Tree. Like a parfait.
Also, that's a really jaded sentiment (why was I ever begun)... and what's a little odd is the fact that she didn't write it. Unless she died of cancer and was dying for a while, this was something that her parents decided to say, which is a little twisted.
eep. long comment. glad you liked the costumes!!
When my time comes, toss me naked into a pit. Me. Dirt. Worms. Dirt. Worms. Tree. Like a parfait.
Also, that's a really jaded sentiment (why was I ever begun)... and what's a little odd is the fact that she didn't write it. Unless she died of cancer and was dying for a while, this was something that her parents decided to say, which is a little twisted.
eep. long comment. glad you liked the costumes!!
Hallo SGland
Not too much to report I guess. I was proud of myself on thursday for motivating to get up and head down to NETTTS to get a little road time to stay sharp. But then when I got home I had a message on my machine, that my test was scheduled for friday the 8th, which kind of pissed me off, since I...
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Not too much to report I guess. I was proud of myself on thursday for motivating to get up and head down to NETTTS to get a little road time to stay sharp. But then when I got home I had a message on my machine, that my test was scheduled for friday the 8th, which kind of pissed me off, since I...
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pihka:
Its just the climate change- I just read in the newspaper that the whole autumn has been warmer than usual. And so was last summer- and last winter- grrrr. >_< Here in southern Finland the snow would arrive sometime around late December at any rate BUT it shouldnt be this warm because then the sea wont freeze and when the sea wont freeze then the snow will melt, and, ugh, rant, rant- I can actually talk about weather for hours.
lizzi:
I will keep you updated if I can reel in any hot ladies! People tell me I have some admirers but I'm like a highschool boy right now...no clue what to do about it