dr_lizardo

Nobody seems to have liked my last post. I thought it would be nice to get away from writing about the Neurotic me with no life and write about something funny. hm. I guess it wasn't all that hot a piece of writing.

It vexes me to come across people who are highly intelligent and have a sharp, focused writing style. I have a high IQ but my thoughts are murky, a constipated mass of emotion and strings of reason. I've said things to this effect before.

Not looking like a white christmas in Mass this year, however snowed in people are in parts out west. Brown christmases aren't at all unusual around here anyway. Global warming sort of doesn't bother me that much, here in Mass we'll just have four or five months of march instead of winter. But Britain could end up freezing if the gulf stream stops flowing that way, and Polar bears will suffer when they cannot get out onto the Ice pack to eat seals. And I would imagine it could be a problem for seals not to have a place to breed. People in the netherlands might not have a place to breed either(due to rising sea levels) , so I guess it will be more of a vexing problem for people and critters in other parts of the world.

I sometimes feel kind of fed up with reading or dong blogs or watching television, because so much of it all is unremarkable talk about unreamarkable things. There are just a few remarkable people who do remarkable things that I wait for; I crave the magic that some people are able to create with their lives. I am acutely aware of how much work such people put into making their lives magical, at least compared to mine, and I suppose I could become a remarkable person if I were to do something remarkable, but

but I guess I'm just a lazy bastard. Ihave had some ideas for interesting things to do, I just keep putting off doing them. I just keep in front of this computer waiting for someone else to do something remarkable becasue that's way easier.

One time I saw Ellis Marsalis on television, talking about his sons Wynton and Branford. He said that their success as musicians was due to the Branford's having talent and Wynton's working hard; but, he said, that does not mean that Wynton doesn't have talent or that Branford Doesn't work. Often one things that's in the forefront of my thoughts when I'm failing to attempt to do remarkable things is that I don't know If I have enough talent to achieve what remarkable people achieve. But maybe that's not an excuse, I don't even know if anyone could possible tell me how much talent you need to have for it to be worth the bother to attempt to be remarkable.

I think I've been over this shit before in previous blogs. I'm really fucking sick of being me.

EDITED LATER

For give the negative Lizardo for coming out right there at the end.

The secret of having a heart as light as a feather is to have a heart as light as a feather.

Persoanlity can be a knot of negative feelings

But you can stand aside from it and just decide not to be doing that

The only secret that remarkable people have is that they give themselves to what they are doing; in buddhist lingo, do what they are doing while they are doing it. It is also true that people's greatest joys and deepest pains ar e the same things. I've accomplished a few things, that pertain the things that most deeply concerned me: I found out about things that I really needed to understand, and that basically noone else in the world seems to have ever thought about before. That isn't too bad a thing to look back on about yourself, even if noone else really understands what you have done.