my life is not this steeply sloping hour,
in which you see me hurrying.
much stands behind me; i stand before it like a tree;
i am only one of my many mouths,
and at that, the one that will be still the soonest.
i am the rest between two notes,
which are somehow always in discord
because death's note wants to climb over-
but...
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in which you see me hurrying.
much stands behind me; i stand before it like a tree;
i am only one of my many mouths,
and at that, the one that will be still the soonest.
i am the rest between two notes,
which are somehow always in discord
because death's note wants to climb over-
but...
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hold your lighters up high...
"cuz i'm as free as a bird now...
and this bird you'll never change."
woooo freebird!
"cuz i'm as free as a bird now...
and this bird you'll never change."
woooo freebird!
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fallen1carus:
in the current events thread about freedom, you mentioned being to places where there was little or no law enforcement, and no taxes. what places are you talking about? sounds like a wonderland.
eris23:
damn straight---sign me up, doc
i return your random introduction. greetings and salutations! it is actually delightful to meet people and know all these things about them from the start. there's a certain je ne sais quoi to someone who loves both zombie flicks and rilke that gives me a good idea of how friggin' cool you must be. therefore, worth taking time to get to know.
plus i'm an armchair anarchist, so would love to hear what you were about. maybe i'll go to the forum myself.
don't burn your thumb, man!
i return your random introduction. greetings and salutations! it is actually delightful to meet people and know all these things about them from the start. there's a certain je ne sais quoi to someone who loves both zombie flicks and rilke that gives me a good idea of how friggin' cool you must be. therefore, worth taking time to get to know.
plus i'm an armchair anarchist, so would love to hear what you were about. maybe i'll go to the forum myself.
don't burn your thumb, man!
sky rockets in flight...afternoon delight....
ain't nothing like a little *nudgenudgewinkwink* at lunchtime. mmmm....lunch....
i wish bush and saddam would just kiss and get it over with instead of acting like kindergarteners.
ain't nothing like a little *nudgenudgewinkwink* at lunchtime. mmmm....lunch....
i wish bush and saddam would just kiss and get it over with instead of acting like kindergarteners.
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ninji:
you know whazzzayin'? damn str8. preach it. "wu-wei baby." i luuuu'vs dat.
easy peasy,
j
easy peasy,
j
catsmeow:
agreed.
i am the happy owner of what may possibly be the worlds greatest puzzle... hieronymus bosch's the garden of earthly delights. i was so happy to be in madrid and go to the prado museum and see the whole big triptych depiction of heaven, earth and hell, all equally surreally fanstastic and overwhelming in strange details (and created in the 1400's!). but to have it...
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paradoxia:
23 everywhere! Even the letter boxes!
Flying on the sea. Blue gnomes recite metaphoric societal deconstruction. Over the yesterday parade. New dawning of fish schools. React. Inform.
Flying on the sea. Blue gnomes recite metaphoric societal deconstruction. Over the yesterday parade. New dawning of fish schools. React. Inform.
ninji:
dr know nothing you are my spiritual hero. yes, please send some of that good luck energy my way. you are just plain fabulous. i love your energy. eris is a lucky kid (i don't know, i just surmise you are way friendly). come to think of it, you are too (seems like eris is a darlin' dear of a peach).
peace
ji
peace
ji
"each of us is all the sums he has not counted: subtract us into nakedness and night again, and you shall see begin in crete four thousand years ago the love that ended yesterday in texas...each moment is the fruit of forty thousand years. the minute winning days, like flies, buzz home to death, and every moment is a window on all time."
-thomas wolfe,...
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-thomas wolfe,...
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theslant:
real quick about cat power: I wish I had known her stuff better, I would have better appreciated her. I learned after the show that apparently she sometimes gets stage fright, and has, in the past, cut out of a show mid-set. Though no such antics occurred, I sensed a sort of weirdness undescribable except in drawn-out essay form. /:
Weirdness aside, actually hearing her voice was quite nice. There's something about the live-ness of a show that simply does not compare to recorded music.
Weirdness aside, actually hearing her voice was quite nice. There's something about the live-ness of a show that simply does not compare to recorded music.
fuji:
orgasms taste better than dying
i could hear you singing in my mind again today, like the last time, coming out of the desert toward hono'apu...the silohoutte of your voice...an outline of a whisper...i couldn't quite place the song, maybe it was just you making your little songs up...it was pretty and i miss you.
eris:
perhaps the song was an ode to the great sugar cane godess... or maybe even the spirit of the icecream bean.
my kitten was s'posed to come with extra toes...
but now he's got a disjointed tail so, i guess it's' just as good...
one time i popped my knee out of joint pushing a bicylcle through a door past crackheads on the stoop, and one time i dislocated my pinkie toe jumping down a flight of stairs...i'm prone to foolish and random injuries.
but now he's got a disjointed tail so, i guess it's' just as good...
one time i popped my knee out of joint pushing a bicylcle through a door past crackheads on the stoop, and one time i dislocated my pinkie toe jumping down a flight of stairs...i'm prone to foolish and random injuries.
ninji:
fingers and toes and knees...elbows...places where we bend, or reach and extend. those are the most SENSITIVE! yipes.
i woke up and the moon was full this morning. the sun hadn't even come up but it was bright as day. i watched you as you slept, your little brown nose pressed against the fine white sand in the moonlight, making tiny sand dunes with your breathing...your leg twitched and at that moment i looked up and saw, suspended in the clear water of...
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eris:
*blush*
ninji:
regarding your journal: lovely, magnificent. pure. true. 
regarding mine: thank you. i was seriously wondering if it was drug-related. the need for the constant bodythrob drone of often repetitive or mostly vapid music. i was seriously wondering if it's become tweakertown nextdoor, or what. i'll stay strong. fortitude, i find, is a girl's best friend.
peace.
ji
regarding mine: thank you. i was seriously wondering if it was drug-related. the need for the constant bodythrob drone of often repetitive or mostly vapid music. i was seriously wondering if it's become tweakertown nextdoor, or what. i'll stay strong. fortitude, i find, is a girl's best friend.
peace.
ji
don't you love writing really long things and erasing them?
i'm begininng to believe everything is fictional and i'm okay with that.
i think saying love in the same breath twice is a good thing. hence two catpower song lines that always give me chills and make me happy
'when no one is around love will always love you'
'i will miss your heart so...
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i'm begininng to believe everything is fictional and i'm okay with that.
i think saying love in the same breath twice is a good thing. hence two catpower song lines that always give me chills and make me happy
'when no one is around love will always love you'
'i will miss your heart so...
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theslant:
are you being sarcastic about the losing really long writings thing? I mean, in theory, it's very zen.. for the same hand that creates a thing of passionate beauty to then destroy it without a second thought.
letting go. have you read that Lenore Kandel poem? I could send you a copy if you like. Beat-esque.
still, my transcendence is impeded by my wanting to hold on to my writings. to re-read them, at later times, to see the path that I've traversed so far, to measure out the distances between the present moment and that frozen moment encased in sentences and subtexts. as if such distances aren't already evident in my present being. do I really need to rely on reassurances from words written from the ghost of my former self?
but I digress. (no duh)
I'm seeing Catpower tomorrow!! I'm so freaking stoked.
lallaalaaa
letting go. have you read that Lenore Kandel poem? I could send you a copy if you like. Beat-esque.
still, my transcendence is impeded by my wanting to hold on to my writings. to re-read them, at later times, to see the path that I've traversed so far, to measure out the distances between the present moment and that frozen moment encased in sentences and subtexts. as if such distances aren't already evident in my present being. do I really need to rely on reassurances from words written from the ghost of my former self?
but I digress. (no duh)
I'm seeing Catpower tomorrow!! I'm so freaking stoked.
lallaalaaa
john coltrane is playing a few of my favorite things high in a meadow in the swiss alps. here are a few of mine:
kittens cleaning themselves
slowly pouring cream in coffee
the second between water boiling and not boiling
smoke rings
early spring
sunnyrainrainysun
very young plants
experimental cooking
kkkrystal meth neighbors
rainbows and unicorns... lalalala
being a good boy
six feet under
episodes...
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kittens cleaning themselves
slowly pouring cream in coffee
the second between water boiling and not boiling
smoke rings
early spring
sunnyrainrainysun
very young plants
experimental cooking
kkkrystal meth neighbors
rainbows and unicorns... lalalala
being a good boy
six feet under
episodes...
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theslant:
AHHH!!
you too have experienced the time-warpiness that is the "second before water boiling" it's one of existence's greatest phenomenon's, in my opinion.
amen amen amen on john coltrane taking one to higher altitudes.
you too have experienced the time-warpiness that is the "second before water boiling" it's one of existence's greatest phenomenon's, in my opinion.
amen amen amen on john coltrane taking one to higher altitudes.
doctorhellno:
good morning doctor,
i was suchin' some author sheet, and i saw you are into some flannery O'connor, but that is not it, i just bough AIR-CONDITIONED NIGHTMARE, damn this is gettin' creepy, are you lieing and really happen to be the best suicide girl ever?
a hopeful doctor
i was suchin' some author sheet, and i saw you are into some flannery O'connor, but that is not it, i just bough AIR-CONDITIONED NIGHTMARE, damn this is gettin' creepy, are you lieing and really happen to be the best suicide girl ever?
a hopeful doctor
'splain pleez