so, shuli has been barred from talking to me, emailing me, iming me, and thinking about me. i am helpless and hopeless.
my ability to smile is starting to fade and roberto says i lost the shine in my face and need to exfoliate more often. "your face needs to be smooth, brotha."
i just got really stoned with russ and now i'm ready to... Read More
He's gonna find out that the rumours are true
Though they are still unbeknownst to you
He'll find out so I'll tell you because
You gotta find out before he does
We've all been in one situation or another
And it's my turn
this is how pathetic i am. i used chopping onions as an excuse to cry at work. it was really the thought of shuli and simon spending thanksgiving together while i spend it with no one. not that i care about thanksgiving, i fucking hate it and thats why i'm not going home for it but i'll being thinking about her all day probably.
gonna take some time to do the things we never had.
today cannot possibly be the end our time together. things are just starting to get good. you shouldn't have left my house this morning, you shouldn't be going back to providence and you shouldn't force yourself to be unhappy just because you don't want to hurt him because you are just hurting yourself.
today is my birthday. happy birthday to me!
i got an ipod today and i really think its the most fabulous invention in the history of the world. next the magnetic algae cleaner thingy anyway.
this magnificient invention was so thoughtfully given to me by my ex-girlfriend. was this: a) a very nice gesture by a friend. b) a thank you for putting up with... Read More
finally back with something. sorry its so short and depressing.
tonight is finally the end of daylight savings, i can't fucking wait for the darkness to fall. i'll be sitting home alone tonight instead of celebrating halloween. i have no one to hang out with.
this can only get better.