gonna take some time to do the things we never had.
today cannot possibly be the end our time together. things are just starting to get good. you shouldn't have left my house this morning, you shouldn't be going back to providence and you shouldn't force yourself to be unhappy just because you don't want to hurt him because you are just hurting yourself.
it's weird writing in the second person like that but i don't really know what else to do at this point. i always feel so bad saying anything to her that relates to her relationship with her ex/current/i don't even know boyfriend. everyone says she should be with me and i think she knows it, too.
i need to sleep and hope that when i wake up, everything will be okay.
today cannot possibly be the end our time together. things are just starting to get good. you shouldn't have left my house this morning, you shouldn't be going back to providence and you shouldn't force yourself to be unhappy just because you don't want to hurt him because you are just hurting yourself.
it's weird writing in the second person like that but i don't really know what else to do at this point. i always feel so bad saying anything to her that relates to her relationship with her ex/current/i don't even know boyfriend. everyone says she should be with me and i think she knows it, too.
i need to sleep and hope that when i wake up, everything will be okay.
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