dr_john

another lonely night around the house with only phil and baseball to console me.i shouldn't need a furry animal to make me feel better. it should be easier than this but its not, it never is. thinking i might pick up less than zero and read it for the 9th time.

work once again (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT) sucked and after work sucked to. i got an email from my ex ex-girlfriend jamie bitching at me because i criticized her lack of enthusiasm for my sports taste during our relationship in an email. you see, she made fun of the fact that i was into syracuse university basketball and now she is numero uno red sox supporter. so i called her out on it and she didn't like it. i felt really bad for no reason at all. i think i've totally moved on from her because i felt bad because it was mean of me to do from a human standpoint. you should never belittle someone like that. how was she to know that i was joking? it hard to read sarcasm. it made me happy however, to realize that i have no lingering emotional attachment to her other than friendship. i just hope she doesn't freak out and stop talking to me like she tends to do.

i have decided that my newest project is an all elliott smith cd for shuli. it will be my crowning achievement.