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Sunday Oct 17, 2004

Oct 17, 2004
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Sometimes just when you think that you have it all figured out, you feel that your life is back on track.

You stop...

turn around and look back..

It's not...

you reflect...

In one moment you make a choice, a choice between a path that has always been known to you, having always been embraced by it's security. The other path seems new, presenting itself as a path that you have never traveled down.

You take it...

For now the path seems new but you are not opptimistic, the path always feels rightat first. You start to recognize the same scenery that you have never noticed, before you know it, it is the same old path. The same dead end that always leading to the darkness.
choice..., one decision changes everything. Was it a moment of weakness, an err in judgement or was it meant to happen, part of a larger plan that is never understood.

Always the darkness, the darkness is all that i understand...

longing for the return, dreading it's arrival...

the darkness calls to me...

i turn around...there is nowhere to go...
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
amory:
and you suck. but we knew that!!!!

wink
Oct 19, 2004
mothra:
Yeah, good times last night. A little dull, but sometimes that's a good thing.
Oct 19, 2004

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