Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

downingolsen

Phoenix

Member Since 2003

Followers 27 Following 15

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Oct 17, 2004

Oct 17, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Sometimes just when you think that you have it all figured out, you feel that your life is back on track.

You stop...

turn around and look back..

It's not...

you reflect...

In one moment you make a choice, a choice between a path that has always been known to you, having always been embraced by it's security. The other path seems new, presenting itself as a path that you have never traveled down.

You take it...

For now the path seems new but you are not opptimistic, the path always feels rightat first. You start to recognize the same scenery that you have never noticed, before you know it, it is the same old path. The same dead end that always leading to the darkness.
choice..., one decision changes everything. Was it a moment of weakness, an err in judgement or was it meant to happen, part of a larger plan that is never understood.

Always the darkness, the darkness is all that i understand...

longing for the return, dreading it's arrival...

the darkness calls to me...

i turn around...there is nowhere to go...
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
amory:
and you suck. but we knew that!!!!

wink
Oct 19, 2004
mothra:
Yeah, good times last night. A little dull, but sometimes that's a good thing.
Oct 19, 2004

More Blogs

  • 10.09.04
    1

    Saturday Oct 09, 2004

    I will be so glad when the next few weeks are over... my apartment…
  • 10.08.04
    4

    Friday Oct 08, 2004

    i am so freakin pissed off...
  • 10.07.04
    1

    Thursday Oct 07, 2004

    Move is going well, although i despise moving it is after all just ac…
  • 10.07.04
    1

    Thursday Oct 07, 2004

    moving sux at least the cable is on in the new place... make …
  • 09.30.04
    4

    Thursday Sep 30, 2004

    Top Five John Cusack Movies: 5. Better Off Dead 4. Serendipity …
  • 09.29.04
    1

    Wednesday Sep 29, 2004

    27's High Life Breakroom...
  • 09.26.04
    5

    Sunday Sep 26, 2004

    Hello How are you today?
  • 09.25.04
    5

    Saturday Sep 25, 2004

    Yeah so I meant to edit my last post not do a new one dammit Onc…
  • 09.24.04
    3

    Friday Sep 24, 2004

    is it so wrong to be a SOXER
  • 09.24.04
    2

    Friday Sep 24, 2004

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
1
month
5
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,614 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 14,988,622 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,553,444 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo