downingolsen

wellllll

how are you kiddies...

i have been drinking every night of this four day that we are on...i am such a lush...well i will not be able to drink for awhile so i figured that i should get some in before i go...i have contemplated the idea of quiting drinking altogether...i don't know if i have that will power or...i am quitting smoking when i get back from iraq...both of them have gotten old...never did talk to the gurl...i wrote her a letter though i guess more so just to get it of my chest then to ever give it to her...i also wrote a poem...thinking about another poem...been talking a lot to the weekend GF which is cool...i hope that she will be able to deal with the withdrawals when i can't talk anymore for awhile...going to a BBQ tonight which i think is going to prove interesting...we will see

edited adding...

i really don't think i am going to drink anymore i just really don't make good decisions