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Sunday Oct 23, 2005

Oct 23, 2005
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Well it is Sunday again and in two weeks i will be on a plane flying from Manchester NH to Phoenix, and let me tell you I am very freakin' excited. I am sitting in my room right now freezing my arse off because for some reason the heat is not turned on in my building. frown fuckin' government shocked

I am sitting here downloading Glenn Miller and TSO music. I am kinda pissed that I am going to miss seeing TSO this year. Not that i saw them last year but, they are just really good and i was thinking about them for so odd reason. Check them out here.

We offically start wearing our desert uniforms tomorrow, i know that you are as excited as I. wink

sometimes i really feel old...i think that i have tonsilitis and my foot is hurting for an unknown reason...i hate going to sick call because they never really help you...also i have to wait until tuesday to go because we are doing things that i can not miss tomorrow smile

This is my favorite song at the moment...

I was on your porch,
The smoke sank into my skin,
So I came inside to be with you,
We talked all night,
About everything you could imagine,
'Cause come the morning, I'll be gone,
And as our eyes start to close,
I turn to you and I let you know,
That I love you.

Well, my dad was sick,
My mom she cared for him,
Her loving nursed him back to life,
And me, I ran, I couldn't even look at him,
For fear I'd have to say goodbye,
And as I start to leave,
He grabs me by the shoulder and he tells me,
"Whats left to lose? You've done enough,
And if you fail then you fail but not to us,
'Cause these last three years,
I know they have been hard,
But now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun,
Even if its alone."

So now here I sit,
In a hotel off of Sunset
My thoughts bounce off Sam's guitar,
And thats the way its been,
Ever since we were kids, but now,
Now, we've got something to prove,
And I, I can see their eyes,
Then tell me something, can they see mine?
'Cause whats left to lose?
I've done enough,
And if I fail then I fail but I gave it a shot,
'Cause these last three years I know they have been hard,
But now it's time to get out of the desert and into the sun,
Even if it's alone,
(Even if it's alone)
Even if it's alone.

I was on your porch last night,
The smoke, it sank into my skin.


and it actually has made me realize how truly lonely i am at times frown
thedarkness:
Two more weeks. biggrin

Those do sound like some real fun attachments for your sidearm. We get to do some night shoot in the coming weeks, from what I am hearing, those are fun.
Oct 23, 2005
handsomejoe:
Just a few weeks away from receiving an appropriate AZ send off.
Oct 23, 2005

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