downcaste

My father is doing this thing again where he constantly talks about these "great" things my bro in law does while ignoring all the stuff I do. Its really fucking pissing me off. In the past six months I think everyone I that is supposed to give a shit about me has fucking stabbed me in the back in one way or another. I literally have no one who knows who I truly am or knows what I care about and what is going on in my life. Im fucking tired of it. I have one and only one friend who took the time to call me after my exgf broke up with me. He works in a hospital about 100 hours a week. He is in this crazy situation with his wife living in Ireland 6 months out of the year while she attends med school. I think it would be stupid not to start considering moving there. He lives in Baltimore. Its time to start looking.