downcaste

I realize that I have really bent over backward to do some things for people and I got no appreciation from them. Is it foolish of me to expect that? I dont know. I just gave 2 weeks notice about leaving my shitty job and my jackass boss thought I was leaving a week earlier than I told him. I didnt want to give him 2 weeks notice because he treated me like shit for 4 months, but I thought I was doing the right thing and then he didnt even remember.

I went up to DC to get some concert tickets last weekend. I decided spotaneously to go by a friends house and hang out instead of going back home right away, which was my original plan. All he does is make little critical comments about me the whole time. He knew I was broke too. The least he could do is buy me a drink.

Then there is my exgirlfriend. She broke up with me the day after Christmas out of the blue. Well had some arguements but I thought it was something we could work out. She treated me like I had done something horrible. I might as well have been fucking 2 other girls the whole time we dated and then gotten caught. She would have treated me just as bad.

I wish I didnt have to be cynical about people in my life . Its truly in my nature to overlook the things people do wrong but this is just way too much. I hope in the future I can work on more positive relationships.