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something happened to my mom. it scared me, but everything's okay, now. sorta.
sammarie:
(hug)
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DRUNK CUSTOMER: so, sweetie. how many girlfriends do you have?
ME: zero.
DRUNK CUSTOMER: why's that? you seem like a ladykiller.
ME: i'm saving myself for jennifer aniston.
DRUNK CUSTOMER: you know she's getting married to john mayer, right?
ME: you're being pessimistic. hollywood relationships never last.
DRUNK CUSTOMER (scribbles phone number on a receipt from another store, then passes it to me): well, if...
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CURRENT LISTENING: silver jews- "punks in the beerlight."

it began with me driving her car in the snow.
it ended with me drunkenly kissing her forehead.
it involved a 54-point score on a single word.

it was pleasant. it was fun. it was something i could get used to.
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CURRENT LISTENING: wavves- "weed demon"

(this is a "simulcast" from myspace, because i don't feel like writing.)

holy fuck! it's december already? where did 2008 go? it felt like just yesterday i was wearing the super-v in my (current, as of december 4th) profile photo, in san francisco, politely fielding the charms of two girls wasted out of their minds on acid, calling me "beautiful"...
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meshell:
hi!
sammarie:
thank you again so much i had a great time! biggrin
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"you know, this is going to sound weird and probably a little nerdy, but last night was the first time i held hands with a girl in a really long time."

the sunday afternoon sun peeked through the closed blinds in my friend's bedroom. eyebrows are raised. janine replies, "you guys held hands?!?!"

"yeah," i shyly replied back. "briefly, but more than once. the first...
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carmelita:
kiss kiss kiss
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CURRENT LISTENING: sleeping states- there the open spaces.

have you ever had a job, and had a crush on one of your customers?

for the first time in a year during my tenure at the grocery store down the street from my house, i think i have a crush on one of my customers (which, since you don't know me very well, is FOREVER...
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CURRENT LISTENING: sleeping states- there the open spaces.

goddamn. i always forget i even have this thing.

orange leaves cascading underneath the wheels of my big green car, i decide to actually leave the house and kill some time somewhere else. that sort of wasn't very productive, because all it made me realize is that it's getting colder outside, and soon, all of the...
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man, i'm shit-broke right now.

i've been on the "top ramen diet" for the past three, four days, now. and due to some little snafu at the bank, i'm not sure if i get paid tomorrow or friday. at least i can see the horizon, though. all i have to do is make it through today/tonight at work. oh well, at least i can keep...
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bleaux:
happy birthday!!