The last few days I've sat back and looked at myself, my actions over the last few weeks and my motivations! I have no clear conclusions but I kinda know why I did what I did...
I also realised that since exercising nightly these past few months I'd pretty much stopped masturbating... stop me if I'm getting too personal here!
But I actually think that it might have chemically thrown me off-balance sending me into this deep desire to attach myself to people that deep down I already knew weren't interested!... So as of last weekend I am now masturbating daily! 
I actually already feel better for it... who wouldn't!
I'll stop now before I share too much!
I also realised that since exercising nightly these past few months I'd pretty much stopped masturbating... stop me if I'm getting too personal here!
But I actually think that it might have chemically thrown me off-balance sending me into this deep desire to attach myself to people that deep down I already knew weren't interested!... So as of last weekend I am now masturbating daily! I actually already feel better for it... who wouldn't!
I'll stop now before I share too much!
And thanks.
And I hear porn helps with that. Now if only you knew somewhere to get the hookup...