dougal

Oh man, had far too much to drink, kamikaze shooters, and I dont know what the hell I ate but it doesnt look like I was supposed to eat it. Man hangovers suck and I am alone to boot. Still feeling like crap oh god my head must weigh a ton. Sorry Alice wont make the party, I am sick and in bed, ok maybe...
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I have such a bad hangover, shit this sucks, ouch!!!

I was up in Hollywood last night and went to the Los Angeles Fitness Club, it was a blast, and the place rocked it was huge. Looking forward to seeing Alice tomorrow.

I am still a bit bummed, so I will not trivialize anything.
I have seen joy in the strangest of places but its eluded me where it once was, love doesnt exist in the scale of things. Once I thought I had everything and it was taken away from me. Now I have nothing and still they take from me. If there isnt a god...
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I dont believe anyone reads this so
My hart seems to be of little value, I have seen women disregard feeling despite what they clam. I used to feel sorry to the women who my friends have played their games on. But in all honesty I have yet to meet a woman who doesnt do this herself and why should I care if they have...
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Ahh there coming for me, I know they are. I can see them from the corner of my eye (you cant look directly at them, that would be too easy). They snicker and make off comments behind my back. Its not paranoia if its real, right? I would scream but no one would hear, I would cry but then I would be seen as weak....
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Unleash the penguin of war and let slide his fury. I am but a cog in the system known as life. I will not be heard but I shall make a difference. Let the children cry and the old grow weary for the untold masses shall rise and take back what was once common. Our future is only as bright as the fantast of stars,...
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OK since everyone is putting poetry in there journals here is one I liked from a few years ago.


I used to be a child
My laughter always on the edge of my lips
My eyes wide with curiosity
My skin tingling with the new sensations
I used to be happy with myself
Able to justify my actions with whim
I was ready to ride...
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Splash let loose the penguin of war, show me the way to salvation will ya.

Diving was great, little bubbles and plenty of things to explore, perhaps treasure or a mermaid or maybe even a wet Goth girl looking for a dark place to hide.

Feeling a bit confident about that stupid test, god I am good, should have aced it. Life Flight here I...
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Fire has closed the I-15 and I am in California and that is my only way home. Been diving all day ... love it underwater going to stay as long as possible still need to test though thats ok I can take it at UCI they have it there the same day just gotta fight for a seat. Well I am off to play with...
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