Why do we do the things we do when we realize how stupid it is? I came home and vented on my poor girlfriend, things are ok but I feel bad. She is the greatest thing in my life and she did nothing but ask how am I doing and I went off. I guess I was looking for a fight, dumb ass me. But...
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emily:
what are you thinking?
tatum:
Aww I'm glad things are worked out
I hope you had fun sailing today!
Hello everyone, I had a hard call yesterday (it was the first run of the day too), a young woman died in a car accident on a road in Arizona the driver was a man also in his mid 20s. I was ok at this point but as I stabilized the male he began to regain conciseness and inquire about the woman, his fiance. I...
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ragingwhore42:
and leave it to me to be the rude person that reads that-and then skips over to your info and notices lack of me-and goes off about it-like i hadn't just read the most depressing thing in the world. but hey-i've gone through somethng similar-kinda-i don't know-maybe i'll tell you about it later.
nice to see you admitting how much you love me.
did i ever tell you how anti smiley i am? i just had a breakdown-this may be my last message ever. miss me!! i'm sure i'll still talk to you on aim all the time. so do you think all my comments and such will be deleted when i am? should i come back and be ragingwhore43?
i guess if i've already admitted i'm a raging whore i may as well be honest about the number-right? ok i'm running now.
nice to see you admitting how much you love me.
did i ever tell you how anti smiley i am? i just had a breakdown-this may be my last message ever. miss me!! i'm sure i'll still talk to you on aim all the time. so do you think all my comments and such will be deleted when i am? should i come back and be ragingwhore43?
i guess if i've already admitted i'm a raging whore i may as well be honest about the number-right? ok i'm running now.
roxy:
Wow... that's so fucking sad
It brought tears to my eyes. And it's so true that people invest so much energy into trivial bullshit, and don't really think about what really matters...
I know why we all search for love with such desperation. Its something in the sense of belonging and being needed that comfort from being excited around someone else. I can feel the short hairs on the back of my neck when I think of her. Foolishly being honest with your deepest thoughts and emotions. Its all about inamorata within the passion and peace.
ragingwhore42:
i need your e mail address in order to send you pics.
Ut ameris, ama! (To be loved, love!)
I now have a girlfriend ... {:o)
It was so cool, she said yes!
Now for the joy of sex .... {:oP
I now have a girlfriend ... {:o)
It was so cool, she said yes!
Now for the joy of sex .... {:oP
tatum:
Aww, how awesome it that! 
Todays motto: aut viam inveniam aut faciam (I will either find a way or make one)
At work ... doing what I do best, no not the web ... saving people. It's a busy day and hot to boot, I wish it would rain. They say fog tonight, I hope so it would be nice. I like the fog its like looking into memories or...
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At work ... doing what I do best, no not the web ... saving people. It's a busy day and hot to boot, I wish it would rain. They say fog tonight, I hope so it would be nice. I like the fog its like looking into memories or...
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It was hot so I tried to stay cool by getting in the water ... it was nice looks like fog tonight *yeah* and cooler temps in the morning.
I work Friday to Saturday morning, Life Flight so keep looking it may be me {:o)
I work Friday to Saturday morning, Life Flight so keep looking it may be me {:o)
saturn1:
be safe man!
I am working today at the city of LA, an 8-hour shift with a hell of a lot of runs. I guess I was excepted as I walked in and the unit that I was reliving threw me his keys and we went to inspect the van. Not five minutes after I signed for the Van did we start going on calls. I know why...
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How do you know if youre a addicted to work? I work a 24-hour shift three days a week (Life Flight), now I also work an 8-hour shift two days a week (LA County). I go to school two days a week and I manage to have a life somewhere in there.
I bribed my cat, Ghost (a white Manx), with a new scratch post...
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I bribed my cat, Ghost (a white Manx), with a new scratch post...
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chiquita:
well at least you don't have to worry about that cumbersome (but often lovely) pasttime that most of us need: SLEEP!!!!
violet:
Thank youf or making me your favorite and for such the sweet compliment! I love yah too mister!
WORK ... GIRLS ... AHHHHHHHHHHH!
I never noticed how much equiptment I am wearing till I tried to move all of it at one time. OK so it wasn't the smartest thing I've done. Too make things worse, people saw me so I couldn't just stop and set things down, I am a man after all (dam this ego)
Got home to my cat who...
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I never noticed how much equiptment I am wearing till I tried to move all of it at one time. OK so it wasn't the smartest thing I've done. Too make things worse, people saw me so I couldn't just stop and set things down, I am a man after all (dam this ego)
Got home to my cat who...
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chiquita:
oh my god! are you talking about......eek! what do you mean people saw you? hahahaha
email me...
email me...
saturn1:
yes, elaboration please, haha 
Had a great weekend though it was emotionally draining, we had the whole life issues and past lovers talk. So I got a bit nervous but I am OK now, thanks Lisa for listening to a few of my issues.
Naomi is sweet and adorable; I hope things work out between us. I cant say that I am not scared and things are moving very...
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Naomi is sweet and adorable; I hope things work out between us. I cant say that I am not scared and things are moving very...
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