doubleo

been doing lots of things but
really doing nothing of importance.
then again, what would that be.

that is the question of the last few months.

more potential love found and given up for the sake of fuckin principles. when am i going to learn they went out the window with all my morals.
or do i have a few of both remaining that i don't want to recognize.
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there are days in which my way
is as clear as the next drink and my
head needs nothing more than a moment

sunken and reemerging in the following
moment is that hesitancy and heavyness that follows
and guides so much
when there is no other objective they are
as good of a guide as any

like always i'll just give in.
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happy fuckin bday to me.