added a few new pics....
ok..so per SUPERMAN's suggestion i'm gonna fill y'all in on what's been goin' on...i was with my b.f. for 13 years...happy and in love for almost the entire time...one day i realized that, while i still loved him, i was no longer in love with him as a b.f... we had become, from my perspective, simply "friends" and roomates...now having you b.f. be your best friend is a fantastic thing but with the help of a very cute, uber special and super sweet friend, i realized i missed the fire and passion and while some might think that's a dumb reason to leave a relationship (maybe lasting relationships ARE about friendship)it's what opened my eyes to the fact that i'd changed.....well, my b.f. had noticed no real change in me, he was still in love with me and at first we tried to make it work; i was going to spend more time with him, give up my SG account (but that's another story) and i was going to try to be the girl i had been before...well...as you might know, once you feel the need for change, things can't go back to they way they were, at least that was the case for me...so we broke up and then last weekend i took off to spend time with my very cute, uber special and super sweet friend and had an epic weekend
...we spent a lot of time just laying around, veggin' out and well...that's all i'm gonna say 
....when i got home my ex (boy, that still sounds so "new") and i decided that in order for him to heal and for us to remain friends, which is what we both really want, i needed to move out...so i went apt. hunting, found a place that i'll be moving into on the 9th...this is the first time in my life that i'm going to be living on my own...it's a scary prospect but exciting too...and i have a great support network of friends both here and outside of SG...so....there you have it, the short and not so messy version of seaceeme's recent drama...might have to change my user name as i won't be living by the sea anymore 
i hope all of you are doing great!!! if i haven't replied to you, i'm sorry...i've been housesitting and the internet connection is dial up so it takes twice as long to do anything....once i get in my new place, i hope to have dsl or cable internet and...i'm sure i'll be lonely at times so i'll probably be spending a lot of time here!
all my best to you!
ok..so per SUPERMAN's suggestion i'm gonna fill y'all in on what's been goin' on...i was with my b.f. for 13 years...happy and in love for almost the entire time...one day i realized that, while i still loved him, i was no longer in love with him as a b.f... we had become, from my perspective, simply "friends" and roomates...now having you b.f. be your best friend is a fantastic thing but with the help of a very cute, uber special and super sweet friend, i realized i missed the fire and passion and while some might think that's a dumb reason to leave a relationship (maybe lasting relationships ARE about friendship)it's what opened my eyes to the fact that i'd changed.....well, my b.f. had noticed no real change in me, he was still in love with me and at first we tried to make it work; i was going to spend more time with him, give up my SG account (but that's another story) and i was going to try to be the girl i had been before...well...as you might know, once you feel the need for change, things can't go back to they way they were, at least that was the case for me...so we broke up and then last weekend i took off to spend time with my very cute, uber special and super sweet friend and had an epic weekend
...we spent a lot of time just laying around, veggin' out and well...that's all i'm gonna say ....when i got home my ex (boy, that still sounds so "new") and i decided that in order for him to heal and for us to remain friends, which is what we both really want, i needed to move out...so i went apt. hunting, found a place that i'll be moving into on the 9th...this is the first time in my life that i'm going to be living on my own...it's a scary prospect but exciting too...and i have a great support network of friends both here and outside of SG...so....there you have it, the short and not so messy version of seaceeme's recent drama...might have to change my user name as i won't be living by the sea anymore
i hope all of you are doing great!!! if i haven't replied to you, i'm sorry...i've been housesitting and the internet connection is dial up so it takes twice as long to do anything....once i get in my new place, i hope to have dsl or cable internet and...i'm sure i'll be lonely at times so i'll probably be spending a lot of time here!
all my best to you!
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it's so cool that you appear so level headed and responsible about it all! you kick ass!