well it's monday & i made it thru another weekend, barely! ok, so i'm exaggerating a little but sunday morning i felt like i'd been run over. u know that saying "liquor b4 beer never fear. beer b4 liquor, never sicker"? yeah welllllll....let me tell, that's the truth! 
i used 2 b a biiiig drinker but i always stuck 2 one thing 4 the night. now i don't drink all that much & u'd think i'd have learned wut 2 do & wut not 2 do by now but technically i think i can blame it all on my friend! he 'made' me drink the vodka! 
anyway, that's over & all is well! hope this message finds everyone else happy & doing fantastic!
i used 2 b a biiiig drinker but i always stuck 2 one thing 4 the night. now i don't drink all that much & u'd think i'd have learned wut 2 do & wut not 2 do by now but technically i think i can blame it all on my friend! he 'made' me drink the vodka!
anyway, that's over & all is well! hope this message finds everyone else happy & doing fantastic!
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selfish:
Yeah well its all fucked up here still. Its stupid girl stuff, she broke up with me for reasons that give me no closure and the fact that I see her daily working next door to me and be ever so nice now it makes it real hard. I always fuck up with girls in the worst way, I get the I cant return the way you treat me, I cant be in a serious relationship because of school and need time, I told her to take the time and I would be here for you, whenever and whereever. How stupid is it to wait around but Im going to for no reason, I think she needed out. I know its weird and its not kid shit shes 29 Im 35. I have gone and done the ring thing, my heart is so fucking heavy and ouch it hurts som much. Why do they say they still love you but its wrong time when I would give her space and all the time in the world. I love her so much.
planbron:
your pic in your journal inspired me to take another gander at the rest. 