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Aaarrggghhgh... What's the deal here. I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster of emotion. Maybe this is what PMS is like. Hmmmm... on second though, Maybe it's the coffee. I got a raise today, and possibly landed a new client. I hate new country, but these guys are local and pretty level headed. I hope that I can make it work, it will translate into a good amount of cash for me. I think I'm starting to get my finances all worked out. I'm in less than $5000 debt, which is pretty good... have a sweet pad and I like my job.

Now... I just gotta figure out this boy-girl thing. Why am I so useless at making these things happen. Why do I think I want a relationship, but every time I get in one, I want out. Why do I fall for the wrong girls, and never seem to make things work out with the right ones. Aaarrgghh... I thought I'd have this figured out by the time I hit 30. but still no.... aaaaahhahahahaa... I knew I shouldn't have had that second cup of coffee. Now my brain is going nutso-whutso. Boggled. Gibbled.

Thank god for the Dirt Bombs and their showing up in Fargo this weekend.