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So that's it then. We had our first practice in nearly 6 months and it went pretty well considering. I'm looking forward to the show on Thursday... I hope my fingers harden up by then. These blisters are crazy. I'm also hoping that EC takes me up on my offer. She's soooo cool. Really too cool... but look at me. I have a "neck tattoo" haha... how cool is that.

I also had a little b-day party on Saturday night. It went well... less people than I expected. Actually different people than I expected. It was good. Could have been better. Could have got laid, or at least necked out a bit. Perhaps my time will come on Thursday... perhaps with miss EC. Who knows really. I would dig that though (look at me.. I'm like a junior high school boy, all crushed out)

I miss M. She's in a rut, and somehow, I think she's avoiding me because I'm pals with the root of her rut. She's actually got a hate on, and I'm caught in the middle. I wish things were different. We're too good together, but she keeps saying that we couldn't be together because "it would ruin everything" whatever that means.

Fuck. All this boy/girl shit sucks. Thank god I still got my hands.