doshin

new:

car
tattoo
house

same old problems.

seriously, like i'm done, not to sound too entirely conceited but i don't need to sit here and get dumped on constantly, it was cool for a while, to be all depressed because of girls, art is hard and all that shit, but i'm done with it, i can do so much better without even trying, i just need to let go, so, this is me doing that.

i've changed pretty much everything about me that i can, if only change was outside->in

mewithoutYou - Gentlemen

"We never met, you and I
We were always inside, we were somewhere inside
one another. And I'll live without you love,
but what good is one glove, without the other?

You only ask about my leaving,
well honey I had no choice, so
I call and (when you hear that heavy breathing)
for that sound of your voice.

But you sit there silent, folded arms
And look down as I walk by
Though my face has changed, you know it's me
You know by the stillness in my eyes.
Come and whisper in my ear, "you're very pretty, dear" and
"it'll be alright." You're lying!
But I don't mind tonight.

So I wander and I wander
Your absence beating inside my chest
I try but I can't remember
The color of your eyes- just the shape of your dress.

And through a garden overgrown
Oh, it's a long walk home.
I said I'd not come back, well I'm coming back-
and you'd better be alone. "