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Still pretty scatterbrained, but since i have half an hour left at work to kill, lets see if i can do anything to fix that. I had originally planned to just get all the cluttering little thoughts that are taking up space in my mind out on here, but i realized, that's just too much of the negative and if i'm sick of it, the vast majority must be too. And the positives are just too bizarre at the moment. Not quite sure which way is up, but i know the best way to figure that out is just to spit. Then i'll work my way from there.

Vague enough for you yet? Yea, i thought so.

I'm getting back into my multi ring phase or as my mom called it, my gypsy phase. which is really funny considering the tattoo i'm getting in 13 days. But hey it is what it is. I've been going mad trying to find a bracelet/cuff similar to the one i have in my infamous "Jersey Sleeze" picture. 3 one from the bottom in my vanity album. Bagles and a cuff in one, attached by two pins. Sadly it broke and i have not been able to get another one since. Ebay and Etsy have failed me. If anyone should run across one, let me know. I need something on my right arm, since right now it can't be ink. I'm a creature of symmetry and it just bothers the hell out of me.

When i start to listen to myself talk, i kinda sound like the parents from the peanuts cartoons. wah wah wah wah waaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I think this is all based on my lack and/or horrid quality of sleep i've had lately. Too bad all the sleep studies in NJ are filled up. Whats going on with people? Maybe we all just need someone to fuck us stupid. That was always my favorite cure back in the day

From saturday on, its going to be a royal shitshow of crazy things i need to do. Good and bad.

Someone wake me up when there's a cure for cancer.