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Another lover down. Not really surprised. Neither was he. Makes it easier.
Still not really in the mood to perform tonight though. I don't like breaking hearts, so i'm still in a pretty down mood. I hate being the bad guy but its not fair to drag something along when neither party is really willing.

I fear i'm getting disillusioned or desensitized to the whole thing and i dunno how to feel about that.
I'm ready to settle fellas, but that doesn't mean i'll settle..