dose

i'm pretty excited about this month, and next month as well.

in other news i'm learning to stand up for myself. always a plus. i used to be such a hellion and to fuck with getting soft. i dont think better than anyone but i'm certainly better off sometimes. i'm tired of being nice and getting shat on.

there's been a lot more music in my life lately and i think that's what lead to this overall contentedness i've had lately. getting the creative juices flowing and all that fun bullshit.

also, there has been a lack of dinner in my life lately. i've started eating breakfast but not i'm not hungry when i get in from work anymore. what's up with that?