Ok, So I am trying not to waste my time. I am trying to get a job by the end of this month. I can't sell blood to support myself, plus I have acquired too many expensive tastes, like food and lodging.
The thing is last night i didn't sleep well because one of my best friends in France was having a flip out moment due to a man she likes... I am not going to go in details but for some reason I think that I am suffering way too much for this situation. I care about my friends feelings and want to be supportive but last night was too much. Then again that is the price that i pay for wearing my heart on my sleeve. I just don't want this to be a regular habit. Then again she is there for me when I call her at all hours.
So i woke up at noon today. I still applied to four jobs today. That is six jobs bellow my 10 jobs a day goal.
I want to direct music video's but i realized that i never really direct one in school. I know that all good music video's are just short films but still I feel that there is more to them. Plus on top of that there is the issue of knowing the people who could get me that gig. I guess I should contact all the label in LA that I respect and or tolerate and ask. Somehow I feel that such a frontal approach would not get me any results but it beats my other approach which is just sitting on my ass.
I need to start my new writing program. Every day i need to have some attainable goal to achieve. I need to finish 5 writing project that i started while in school. I need to pick one and work on it everyday. Then again if I divide my load between each project but have a clear plan I might be bale to make quicker progress because i will alleviate my boredom.
Well that is all I can think to say.
The thing is last night i didn't sleep well because one of my best friends in France was having a flip out moment due to a man she likes... I am not going to go in details but for some reason I think that I am suffering way too much for this situation. I care about my friends feelings and want to be supportive but last night was too much. Then again that is the price that i pay for wearing my heart on my sleeve. I just don't want this to be a regular habit. Then again she is there for me when I call her at all hours.
So i woke up at noon today. I still applied to four jobs today. That is six jobs bellow my 10 jobs a day goal.
I want to direct music video's but i realized that i never really direct one in school. I know that all good music video's are just short films but still I feel that there is more to them. Plus on top of that there is the issue of knowing the people who could get me that gig. I guess I should contact all the label in LA that I respect and or tolerate and ask. Somehow I feel that such a frontal approach would not get me any results but it beats my other approach which is just sitting on my ass.
I need to start my new writing program. Every day i need to have some attainable goal to achieve. I need to finish 5 writing project that i started while in school. I need to pick one and work on it everyday. Then again if I divide my load between each project but have a clear plan I might be bale to make quicker progress because i will alleviate my boredom.
Well that is all I can think to say.