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Thanks for everyone's love and support. It really helps, especially when I don't know anyone where I am at.

Here's the plan in a nutshell....

My stepdad will be in New York in a month to visit his dad for Father's Day. On the way back, he is going to swing by Ohio and pick me up with all my stuff and my babies.
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Okay, anyone who is interested in reading a long ass vent and then taking a poll afterward....keep reading.
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I am broke as fuck, I had to reschedule an interview today for tomorrow because I didn't have enough gas in my car to get me there and no money. Great. So, I go tomorrow.
On Saturday, granny told me the washing machine was broke, a clog...
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strongmad:
My best friend went to Martin, but I'm an old fart, class of '87. I went to L.D. Bell in Hurst, but I worked at Six Flags forever, so tons of my friends were in Arlington. My HS girlfriend went to Lamar.

Left there for work, and my folks are here, too. Sounds like you left for a man. Dangerous business, that. smile
dubpub:
Is this guy a local? Are you married? How long have you been together and do you really get along well or do you want to get along so badly that you have convinced yourself that everything is cool? Are you over reacting (just had to ask out of fairness but I'm sure your not over reacting)? Is the man crazy?, why is he not jumping your bones? You should have the huge blunt that Ally_13 recommended. Why are you living with granny? Girl.....what the hell? I feel for you and hope I can help. If he wasn't jealous (all guys are), I'd take you out for a beer and vent session or at least have you over for dinner. My wife is cool and you may get along. Good Luck and keep your chin up! smile
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Not much to say today since posting my prior long ass vent. Just thinking. Doing ALOT of thinking and hoping to come to come conclusions soon before I lose it.

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allycat_13:
But going bonkers is fun. wink
Yeah, clogging the bathroom was funny. I bet they have always had shite toilets though.
No toilet paper and no soap. Fucken waste of a place.
Had loads of fun though so that was nice.
3 days til NIN in Austin! Can't fucken wait. biggrin
Have a kickass weekend yourself. kiss
lankakitten:
Conclusions are healthy. I really hope whatever happens, it all works out for you.


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Attention! This is going to blunt and honest, and I don't care..these are the random thoughts going through my head these past couple of days....
Why am I here? Really. I have tried to figure this out since I've been here, and I keep coming to the same conclusion...dishwasher, babysitter, laundry gal, chef, hooka, driver home person.....
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!
Why did I leave home...
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cicatrixsid:
My Dear Lisa, I want to call you so bad but, I just read this and now my mom is taking me to get me new teeth and I can't really talk with her in the car.

Noah is dead on about the resentment thing. It is such an easy thing to slip into with the ones that you love the most.

I got to go but, I hope to see you soon and talk to you later. Love ya-Jenn
scarredangel:
I want to be your dope-peddler. tongue
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Is it just me or does anyone else think that Warrick on CSI Las Vegas is yummy?
I want him. He's hot.
So is Marg Helgenberger...especially with long red hair.

love love love love love
allycat_13:
HA I love that show so!
I haven't watched it since I never catched Season 4 in time. I cannot watch a show from the middle and what not. I know Quetin is doing the finale for this thursday. How cool is that!!!!
Yes mam, Love is a terrible yet joyous event in ones life. Was thinking about the good and bad of my relationship. My relationship withered and died long before we broke up. He meant so much to me and I loved him dearly. First real guy to ever really care for me. I get to feeling lonely when I think of him and actually cried that night. I haven't done that in so long.
The poem I wrote in the journal is from long ago, day after my 16th birthday. Wrote it after seeing and hearing my best friend fight with her boyfriend for a few days. Sweet 16 eh? he he
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What am I doing...really????
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kail:
Yes, I'm feeling better this week. I've got a lot of deadlines so I'm busy.

Yes, I understand the attachment to your cats. I feel the same way. smile

What are your rates for writing/editing? What projects have you worked on in the past? Technical writing? Copywriting? Books?
lankakitten:

I don't know anything else in the world that's as important and fantastic as the beautiful kitties.



That's the most wonderful thing I've ever read in my life!

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Anyone know where I can go look to find a freelance job as an editor/writer?
I know there's got to be some companies or individuals out there in need ot services like these, but damned if I know where to look. smile
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allycat_13:
No mam, I must confess I do not know anyone. Good luck with the search for a kickass job!
Damn straight that pic is hot. Luis Royo is the artist. Damn good one!
spadecunt:
thank you for the kind words honey. you are very sweet.
in response to your question;
I would try Craigs list.com ,under employment. you can narrow it down from there..and if I didnt have any luck there Id google it.
still having shit luck...start poking your nose in small local publishing companies, I say small because the people seem more apt to talk...compared to a larg corp. ask around it cant hurt...you may even make valuable contacts.
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What to do this weekend?
I have no idea yet...probably go out somewhere and see that I can drink more than Danny...ha that's a riot!
I want to go see House of Wax. Don't know if it'll happen though....sure am craving some REAL mexican food so bad...

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lankakitten:
Do many ambitious Mexicans move to Ohio and open restaurants?
I wonder...

Luckily we found an awesome place up here, good prices on the drinks too.

cicatrixsid:
I'm going to a "tex-mex yankee style" gathering sun and i'm a little scared. I'll give you a call sun afternoon. I got my ass kicked by with makeup jobs for UTA grads and Lamar Prom. I'm so wiped out. I kept the Spa open and extra 3 hour just doing makeup puke I'm beat. have fun out drinkin your man. I Love You! -Jenn
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Hello all...just got back from some temporary agencies...I think this will work out for me better for the time being.
I told the lady I only wanted temp assignments...this way, if an assignment is over in 2 weeks to a month or so, I will be able to fly home regularly and visit my folks and my pals. When I get back, I can tell...
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lankakitten:
Temp agencies are pretty cool. I did that route a while ago. Some assignments were downright silly but some were pretty cool.
Good luck! And keep your work at home dream alive.

dubpub:
Must be nice to barely work, hang around the house and take naps when you want. You must have been a cat in previous life.
I should be going home for a quick visit June 3rd - 11th. Can't wait! I'll be sure to hit all my fav spots and I'll have a drink for ya.
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I found my baby! love love love love love

Thanks to all of y'all who showed support. smile

I am going to bed now, I will talk to y'all tomorrow.

Lots of hugs and kisses


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allycat_13:
Awwwwww thats so kind of yous.
When you visit, which you will, we shall go drinking and what not.
You rock!!!!!!
lankakitten:
Oh thank the dear goddess Bast and all her crazy minions!
I am so relieved to hear it. Really!

I was telling Bluetrust (the husband) how scary that must be. Annie darted between his legs once and took off thinking it was all a great game. But I can't imagine how freaked out I'd be if one of them was just gone.
Hopefully he never gives you another heart attack again.

Are you familiar with Misery? She posts a lot in the Kitties group as well. I feel the same level/comfortable thing with her too. And oddly enough, you're both in Ohio!
Small world.

I'd love to see the Ebony tattoo when Danny's willing to take photos.
I've been toying with getting Oliver's paw print on one side and Annie's on the other. I have no idea how to get a cat's paw print, but I think it'd be great. They're the coolest.

How strange that Jackson looks like Ebony. And it's ever wilder that he came around when Eboy left.
Mike (Bluetrust) had this old cat named Pixel when I met him. The day after Christmas 2003 we had to take her to the emergency room (blood in her mouth).
On the way out to the car, we saw a Russian Blue in the steet. Pixel was a Russian Blue. We had never seen that cat before but it looked just like the one we had a the carrier.
Then, a few hours later, when we came back empty handed (worst night of my life, ever) we saw the Blue again. Never before or since.
It was so strange. The universe is a weird one sometimes.

Give Jacksom an extra kiss on his head for me.

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I've quit my stupid job today, and have an appointment tomorrow morning with a temp agency that has jobs paying more than this permanent one...go figure.
I decided I'd try this temp thing, see where it goes. Then if I don't like it, I just tell them, hey man, I don't like it. Find me something else. wink

On a different note, I am worried sick....
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kail:
Wow. Sorry to hear about your kitten. We have many cats. I was worried about ours with the plumber coming and going. But, all are accounted for.

Good luck with the temp thing.

Thanks for your support. I appreciate it. smile
dubpub:
Feelin rather spiffy, I think. Sorry about the cat. I have lost a few that way myself. frown
Maybe he is just patroling the area and will come back to eat. smile