Well, I took the bull by the horns, and all I got seems to be bullshit. No arguments, as is my way, but also no Yaz at the end of it all. She's still with her guy, still unhappy, and I'm left sitting feeling like a fool because she won't let herself be happy because it might "be the wrong decision again". Bullshit.
So I'm on another downer, but I don't know how long this one will last. Hopefully not too long. But realising how much you love someone really doesn't help when you're trying to forget it. It stings when they say that they shouldn't have told you how they feel in the first place.
She has to be worth fighting for.
So I'm on another downer, but I don't know how long this one will last. Hopefully not too long. But realising how much you love someone really doesn't help when you're trying to forget it. It stings when they say that they shouldn't have told you how they feel in the first place.
She has to be worth fighting for.
I'm hoping to have it resolved within the month. But if I can't do it in two months, then
1. It'll fuck me up, and
2. I'll just have to get on with it.
Plus, nothing's really getting put aside. Sadly, I'm not really in the frame of mind to chase after females at the moment.
[Edited on Feb 13, 2006 12:50AM]