dorei

I've been awake for a few hours. I'm not really sure why my body feels it's necessary to wake so fucking early. Perhaps it's just that it's so cold outside and the bedroom windows haven't been replaced yet, so they conduct the outside temperature too easily. So I'm back to cold hands again. I think I'll take a hot shower and just let the water run over my body for a while. That always feels so hedonistic, doesn't it? Nothing will make you feel quite so luxurious as a long hot shower -- something about not caring what your water bill will look like, I suppose? I know my gas bill will be outrageous. Ever since I lost weight, I get cold so easily. Perhaps I should move south. My sons live in Texas. There's an idea. I could pop up on my ex-husband's doorstep and say "hi! Your house is warmer than mine. Don't mind if I stay a while, do you?" I'm sure his girlfriend won't mind. Much. Even if I am skinnier than she is.

I can be such a catty bitch sometimes.