dopeydadwarf

I am making a formal post so I have something to stick to. I would like to post an update at least once a week, even if I am the only one who reads it. I feel I am in a point in my life when I need help and feedback from those around me. Yet nobody in here understands me, or what I am trying to work through.

Earlier this year I was hospitalized for plotting my own demise. I have so much love in my heart to give the world; yet I only display rage and hate. I have taken their drugs and therapy sessions. I have gone into groups and solo sessions. I do not feel any of these things have helped me. I am running short of options.