Went though my friends list and cleaned out a few names... They probably won't notice I'm not on their friends list anymore so I'm not gonna worry.
The axiety is coming back. Just no way to shake it I guess.
Been listening to Children of Bodom... They are fuckin awsome. I love european metal.
I'm still a bit sore from the concert last night. Just a tad, not a lot or anything. But my ears are ringing like fuck still.
I am going back into my competative gaming life. It's a shitty life but its better then no life. I have a trip to chicago to meet up with a few of my friends that I will be clanmates with. I was in the clan that was voted to most likey die within a week. We were together as a clan till last september when most of our clan stopped playing. Check out our sit.. whats left of it anyways Old Clan Website. My new clan is called Clan From Hell. Apropriate since the server we play on is Server From Hell. I dunno how serious this clan will be. Most of the members have been in rival clans that I have played with for 3 years now. I'm sure that won't effect my SG time since I can only game for so long before my mind goes numb.
The axiety is coming back. Just no way to shake it I guess.
Been listening to Children of Bodom... They are fuckin awsome. I love european metal.
I'm still a bit sore from the concert last night. Just a tad, not a lot or anything. But my ears are ringing like fuck still.
I am going back into my competative gaming life. It's a shitty life but its better then no life. I have a trip to chicago to meet up with a few of my friends that I will be clanmates with. I was in the clan that was voted to most likey die within a week. We were together as a clan till last september when most of our clan stopped playing. Check out our sit.. whats left of it anyways Old Clan Website. My new clan is called Clan From Hell. Apropriate since the server we play on is Server From Hell. I dunno how serious this clan will be. Most of the members have been in rival clans that I have played with for 3 years now. I'm sure that won't effect my SG time since I can only game for so long before my mind goes numb.
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andromeda:
Someone once told me that anxiety is the realization of things you don't want. Sometimes I think it is true. I get lots of anxiety if I think too much about things. Have you tried to take more control over your own thinking? Meditation might really help. It works great for me. 
punkydoll:
we are going to have to hook up in a server sometime and you can kick my butt in a game 
glad your puter is back up to par *hugs*
glad your puter is back up to par *hugs*