At this stage in my life (whichever stage it might be), I am more indecisive than I have EVER been. Im single and I've been going on dates. And nothing seems to interest me. I'm not lonely or desperate by any means, but I do like to be around the opposite sex. Back to the point though. I went out with this girl and I had a great time we got shitfaced and I walked her home and she invited me in. I rejected her invitation and walked home alone. This is just one instance. I dont know maybe I just dont want some cheap, beer-soaked, random hookup. Lately i've been feeling like the wick of a candle for some reason. I mean how much can I use before its all used up? What ever happened to going on a real date and making a genuine, sober, connection? What ever happened to the nervousness of kissing someone for the first time? I want that back. I dont know what i have to do to get it but whatever would be worth it. Lately I've just been trying to slow my life down a little. I dont have to go out and get completely shnockered all the time. I should be getting up earlier and keeping my body in shape and doing things that are beneficial to me. I think if i acheive that then I could possibly get back that feeling that I terribly miss.
WHO KNOWSSS!!!!!!!
Let me know what you think on the subject. I need some reassurance that im not completely fucked in the head...ha..
but seriously gimme some love
WHO KNOWSSS!!!!!!!
Let me know what you think on the subject. I need some reassurance that im not completely fucked in the head...ha..
but seriously gimme some love
I think we all want to get up earlier and get more done like living healthier. Its hard though.
I say do what you like and be willing to fail because if you try you will fail along the way to success.