doomie

i am learning to be stronger than i ever have been before
sometimes it even gives me a stomach ache.
so i come home and smoke and clear my mind
then i appreciate how incredible I AM
even if no one else can see.
its hard for them to see
especially, when i dont like to show it.
because its mine.
my specialness is my own.
and i dont care who knows it.
just as long as they know
i dont have to share.
nor do i want to.
selfishness.
specialness.
all mine.
<3