doomie

I used to love to write. I would sit in my room and write for hours. I remember getting my first typewriter. I remember my first computer. Anytime someone would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up I said a writer.
I have not written anything in about 4 years. Sure I put words together sometimes forming sentences, most of the time not...
And the issue is not that I have nothing to write about. I am scared. Truth be told. I don't know how. Not sober. I can't remember. I know I used to do it...just how? Sober writing seems so revealing, personal...ugh. The THOUGHT....
HORRIFIC!
I am going to attempt to make my blogs on here..more like *gulps* actual writing.
Starting next time...